Friday, August 29, 2008 '
heh; HAPPY TEACHER'S DAY!
yar; so today i participated in the project runway.
SUCKS! lols.
was the model then wore this aluminium foil tube thingy with plastic bag socks with grean stripes, nezha straw necklace, a long long plastic bag glove and a super short bubble skirt taped frm the blue skirt.
lols. tied my hair in a damn act cute manner.
LOL; then ppl keep saying i look like sailormoon.
rahh; was so damn pai seh ;(
then had to do a catwalk on the stage with miss tan. freak lar:(
then i anyhow walk, did a dumb pose.
and miss tan had to further embarass me by saying "nice legs"
LOL! nevermind.
it was rather fun ??
hmmm, yea. i love miss tan! her singing rocks too! :D
yay! hmm, saw the dance today.
WHOA! cheryl, farrah and simin were so so so so pretty!!! :DDDD
mesmerised! hehs; they look so nice can.!
oh then latitia did a solo. hahahs!
LAUGHS OUT LOUD!
i dont mean to be mean, but...
lols XD
nvm, i cant dance so i should not comment, yea..
hehs. CO concert tmr.
in a few hours. :)
was looking forward to it but now im afraid.
anyways, good luck to me.
WISH ME LUCK! :D
byes`
yar; so today i participated in the project runway.
SUCKS! lols.
was the model then wore this aluminium foil tube thingy with plastic bag socks with grean stripes, nezha straw necklace, a long long plastic bag glove and a super short bubble skirt taped frm the blue skirt.
lols. tied my hair in a damn act cute manner.
LOL; then ppl keep saying i look like sailormoon.
rahh; was so damn pai seh ;(
then had to do a catwalk on the stage with miss tan. freak lar:(
then i anyhow walk, did a dumb pose.
and miss tan had to further embarass me by saying "nice legs"
LOL! nevermind.
it was rather fun ??
hmmm, yea. i love miss tan! her singing rocks too! :D
yay! hmm, saw the dance today.
WHOA! cheryl, farrah and simin were so so so so pretty!!! :DDDD
mesmerised! hehs; they look so nice can.!
oh then latitia did a solo. hahahs!
LAUGHS OUT LOUD!
i dont mean to be mean, but...
lols XD
nvm, i cant dance so i should not comment, yea..
hehs. CO concert tmr.
in a few hours. :)
was looking forward to it but now im afraid.
anyways, good luck to me.
WISH ME LUCK! :D
byes`
Thursday, August 28, 2008 '
ohh;
hehs; today didnt go out with 2d.
only rox, vic, sr, sihua, zhiwei, freda and me went.
lol; oh wells.
yun rong as gaston didnt go in the end. lols.
nevermind.
haiz! so i cant go out tmr cause there's CO and i cant pon cos the concert is on sat:(
SIAN!
oh anyways, i think i'll buy grey contacts tmr! at last.lols
haizzz.. anyway, my maths results suck!
:(
lols. overall got 75.68 but im like the last fourth in class.
freak! :(((
rawr. then i dont know what's going on lar.
lol.
piggy is weird. but oh wells.
i cant help but to worry
think
miss
like
love?
him.... heh; i think if he asks, i will...
arhh. nvm..
oh anyways, nicky gave me this 萧敬腾 album today.
yea. stunned!
then there was a note in the album.
yea; and so he asked me to be his girlfriend. and said many things bah.
haiz. was touched. sad. sorry.
kinda sobbed when i read the lyrics of 疼爱.
yea; but i think i dont feel anything more than those feelings?
lol;
anyways, i WANNA talk to YOU!
but you DONT talk to me!
you DONT msg me. lols
and you're NOT online!
LOLS; i am DUMB!
only rox, vic, sr, sihua, zhiwei, freda and me went.
lol; oh wells.
yun rong as gaston didnt go in the end. lols.
nevermind.
haiz! so i cant go out tmr cause there's CO and i cant pon cos the concert is on sat:(
SIAN!
oh anyways, i think i'll buy grey contacts tmr! at last.lols
haizzz.. anyway, my maths results suck!
:(
lols. overall got 75.68 but im like the last fourth in class.
freak! :(((
rawr. then i dont know what's going on lar.
lol.
piggy is weird. but oh wells.
i cant help but to worry
think
miss
like
love?
him.... heh; i think if he asks, i will...
arhh. nvm..
oh anyways, nicky gave me this 萧敬腾 album today.
yea. stunned!
then there was a note in the album.
yea; and so he asked me to be his girlfriend. and said many things bah.
haiz. was touched. sad. sorry.
kinda sobbed when i read the lyrics of 疼爱.
yea; but i think i dont feel anything more than those feelings?
lol;
anyways, i WANNA talk to YOU!
but you DONT talk to me!
you DONT msg me. lols
and you're NOT online!
LOLS; i am DUMB!
Tuesday, August 26, 2008 '
haha; studying maths is such a bore!
shall post again :P
yay! ohh. and now, im obsessed with that heart pumping thing that chikan did during mass dance.
hahas; i've been asking him to do it.
yay; i think it looks damn cool ! ;D
but i bet leonard can do it thousand times better; hahas.
that's what eunice said. ;)
hmm. so yea.
and so ytd was kinda weird.
was accompanied to the lrt station :DDDD
then took the lrt to cck then saw casper. lol;
waited for 302 with him .
then he sat beside me on the bus.
lols! dunno why, maybe cause there was a long long line behind.
yes,
then the dumb lil piggy says that if i behave like tt, my bf will confirm get jealous,.
kay lor! lols; maybe i'll change.
haha; for the sake of ... lols.
my bf??? hahah!
oh maybe he'll just have to accept it.
maybe its really my character bah. i play with everyone. hahs!
nevermind. :DD
zhenzhi shall study maths! lols.
at least she will try lar. muahaha;
BYES!
shall post again :P
yay! ohh. and now, im obsessed with that heart pumping thing that chikan did during mass dance.
hahas; i've been asking him to do it.
yay; i think it looks damn cool ! ;D
but i bet leonard can do it thousand times better; hahas.
that's what eunice said. ;)
hmm. so yea.
and so ytd was kinda weird.
was accompanied to the lrt station :DDDD
then took the lrt to cck then saw casper. lol;
waited for 302 with him .
then he sat beside me on the bus.
lols! dunno why, maybe cause there was a long long line behind.
yes,
then the dumb lil piggy says that if i behave like tt, my bf will confirm get jealous,.
kay lor! lols; maybe i'll change.
haha; for the sake of ... lols.
my bf??? hahah!
oh maybe he'll just have to accept it.
maybe its really my character bah. i play with everyone. hahs!
nevermind. :DD
zhenzhi shall study maths! lols.
at least she will try lar. muahaha;
BYES!
'
hahs.
yay! zhenzhi is starting to like CO :D
yipee. so many things to look forward to :))
THURSDAY : 2d outing with mrs khoo :D [ but dunno who will go; still, there is vic they all :D]
FRIDAY : teacher's day celebrations. heh; i wanna see the dance!
SATURDAY : CO concert!!!!!! [but i'll be damn tired. i wanna go for supper after that! :) ]
SUNDAY : kbox :D [hehs. so fun lar. sing sing sing! but piggy cant go; nevermind! haha :) ]
wanna go clubbing but my mum doesnt allow :(
nevermind;; yay! im happy :DD
so many things to look forward to..
but now i have to study for the maths test tmr. heh;
anyways, was damn embarassed yesterday :(
LOL; im like damn damn dumb. oh wells...
and someday im gonna make lazy piggy sing!
oh and thank you piggy for accompanying me!
and sorry for being so blur and dumb, and for troubling you so much. heh!
THANK YOU ;D
yay! zhenzhi is starting to like CO :D
yipee. so many things to look forward to :))
THURSDAY : 2d outing with mrs khoo :D [ but dunno who will go; still, there is vic they all :D]
FRIDAY : teacher's day celebrations. heh; i wanna see the dance!
SATURDAY : CO concert!!!!!! [but i'll be damn tired. i wanna go for supper after that! :) ]
SUNDAY : kbox :D [hehs. so fun lar. sing sing sing! but piggy cant go; nevermind! haha :) ]
wanna go clubbing but my mum doesnt allow :(
nevermind;; yay! im happy :DD
so many things to look forward to..
but now i have to study for the maths test tmr. heh;
anyways, was damn embarassed yesterday :(
LOL; im like damn damn dumb. oh wells...
and someday im gonna make lazy piggy sing!
oh and thank you piggy for accompanying me!
and sorry for being so blur and dumb, and for troubling you so much. heh!
THANK YOU ;D
Sunday, August 24, 2008 '
rahh!im as blur as ever!
freak lar! lol
bought this pretty looking bikini today.
lols; not like i'll wear it outside but then can wear it inside mah.
heh, cause it was on sale. :D
but the dumb thing is...
i bought it without looking at the size. then i ended up with a L size. freak lar
HOW TO WEAR! lol.
the bottom is like one and a half of what i wear lar. freak!
lols. how blur can i get lar.
stupid me! rahhhh!
then maybe can wear lar but then its still weird lar ; so big.
lols;;; nevermind.....
anyways, why am i writing about it? lol.
yea; so conclusion is that i am darn BLUR and STUPID and DUMB :(
freaking pissed off with myself.
lol;
whoops. then i forgot to ask tt pig whether he wants to go to kbox. if he replies me, i'll ask :D
heheh :D
if not; then i also dunno. but i dont think he can go lar. lols
anyways tt piggy is too lazy!!
lols! anyways,
im off to talk to kor.
bye~
bought this pretty looking bikini today.
lols; not like i'll wear it outside but then can wear it inside mah.
heh, cause it was on sale. :D
but the dumb thing is...
i bought it without looking at the size. then i ended up with a L size. freak lar
HOW TO WEAR! lol.
the bottom is like one and a half of what i wear lar. freak!
lols. how blur can i get lar.
stupid me! rahhhh!
then maybe can wear lar but then its still weird lar ; so big.
lols;;; nevermind.....
anyways, why am i writing about it? lol.
yea; so conclusion is that i am darn BLUR and STUPID and DUMB :(
freaking pissed off with myself.
lol;
whoops. then i forgot to ask tt pig whether he wants to go to kbox. if he replies me, i'll ask :D
heheh :D
if not; then i also dunno. but i dont think he can go lar. lols
anyways tt piggy is too lazy!!
lols! anyways,
im off to talk to kor.
bye~
'
oh yes. its 12:41 now and im blogging :D
my phone's batt just died on me while i was chatting with chicken.
haha. got him to look at a pic of my pri school mate with a huge deep cleavage .LOL.
she has become so so lian lar. lols
oh wells; i dont talk to her.
hmm. yes, so i've been sleeping very very little recently.
haiz; total lack of sleep.
lol. no one has been pestering me to sleep early. though nicky tells me to sleep early every night.
lol; but he sleeps before me so its no use! muahaha.
yea. and that piggy just doesnt reply my msges!
hmpf. so mean.
lol;; yun rong said that our relationship not so good ler. lol
maybe bah... but oh wells;
i still enjoy talking to that piggy. hahas
at least it cheers me up :D
like today. heh. was emo bout the reputation thingy then piggy talked to me.
LOLS. can you believe it;; piggy actually didnt wait for me to talk to him then talk.
haha. yea yea. im totally exaggerating :D
had a sian time at CO today.
lol; woke up arnd 6 despite sleeping at 1am ytd then reached school at 7 cause vic said wanna play bball.
freak lar. in the end, it rained super heavily. say bye to bball ; we ended up helping the guys move the big instru.
hahs. stupid; today the dumb rubber thingy of the CO costume heels came of.
i think it came of today.
lols; blame it on me being to rough and UNGLAM.
i am unsuitable for the wearing of heels!
lol; i am too rough and too not-a-girl .
apparently guo lan hua thinks im very rough and says that 我没有girl的样子.
lols! i cant type out the chinese character of girl out. don't know why.
yes; so i've given up worrying and emo-ing about my bad reputation.
i don't know why! cai ling told me that frm sec 1 i have had a bad reputation ler.
like what did i do :(
haiz. but as long as my friends dont think so im alright and i dont care.
just hope they dont think so bah. if not; i should srsly reflect on my behaviour!
haiz. so much for being labelled a
flirt
two-timer
and being known as
mean to friends
mean to everyone.
D:
like kor said; " maybe its better to have a low profile "
yes! it's much better. haiz. damn sian lar.
i would rather be someone that no one knows can!
then no one will talk abt me! yay.
lol. its better if my existence is not known! :D
or maybe, be like felicia chew. heh. i'd rather be like tt than have such a bad reputation :(
sob!
okay; i promised to smile. lol
SMILES. GRINS! ;D
oh whatever. i shall go sleep.
im damn damn damn damn TIRED!
but i shall post an email my bio attachment table mate sent me. it's his reply for an email about.
The problems with GUYS:
If u TREAT him nicely, he says u are IN LOVE with him;
If u Don't, he says u are PROUD .
If u DRESS Nicely, he says u are trying to LURE him;
If u Don't , he says u are from KAMPUNG.
If u ARGUE with him, he says u are STUBBORN;
If u keep color QUIET, he says u have no BRAINS.
If u are SMARTER than him, he'll lose FACE;
If he's Smarter than u, he is GREAT.
If u don't Love him, he tries to POSSESS u;If u Love him, he will try to LEAVE u.(very true huh?)
If u don't make love with him., he says u don't Love him;
If u do!! he says u are CHEAP.
If u tell him your PROBLEM, he says u are TROUBLESOME;
If u don't, he says that u don't TRUST him.
If u SCOLD him, u are like a to him;
If he SCOLDS u, it is because he CARES for u.
If u BREAK your PROMISE, u Cannot be TRUSTED;
If he BREAKS his, he is FORCED to doso.
If u SMOKE, u are BAD girl;
If he SMOKES, he is GENTLEMAN.
If u do WELL in your exams, he says it's LUCK;
If he does WELL, it's BRAINS.
If u HURT him, u are CRUEL;
If he HURTS u, u are too SENSITIVE!!
The problems with GIRLS:
1) if u say they are fat, ur mean
2) if u say theyre not, ur lying
3) if u say girl B is hot, girl A gives u the WAD-EVERRRR face
4) if u say girl B isnt hot, girl A goes SO MEAN!
5) if u shop alot, u cant control your money
6) if u dont shop alot, ur boring ass shit
7) if u say i dont like him they go WHY?! HE SO NICE
8) if they say i dont like her, and u say WHY?! SHE SO NICE oh lord ur a dead one
9) if u talk to other girls ur a flirtatious son of a bitch that should be burnt alive
10) if u talk to ONLY her ur a desperate freak of a molester to be who should be burnt alive
11) if they ignore u, uve got to chase them and talk and apologise for sth u dont know u did
12) if u ignore them uve found a new girl and should be burnt alive or ignored as well, which brings u back to point 11(only too true eh?)
13) if u go out with her a hundred times, and the first 99 times u pay the bill, ur a gentle man so far
14) the 100th time u accidentally forget ur wallet and u become a stingy broke loser who just got dumped
15) if ur doing sth that will benefit HER, its LADIES FIRST ASSHOLE
16) if ur doing sth that might not benefit her, its YOU GO FIRST IF U DIE ILL KNOW ITS DANGEROUS
17) if u become a millionaire 3/4 of your money goes to her
18) if SHE is the millionaire u are now a broke loser who just got dumped(oh you cant possibly disagree!)
19) if u call urself independant ur and asshole with a bloated ego
20) if she calls herself independant ur expecte to call her a lady and kiss her feet
muahaha!:D
this post is so so so long;
thanks gaston for making me smile :D
and cheering me up :D
what you think affects me; somehow. dont ask why.
lol; i don't wanna know and dont wanna say.
`i wanna know bout your PM!!!
oh yes; and g-a-s-t-o-n, do you wanna go to kbox next sunday- 31st august.
with yun rong, eunice , jing zhan and me.
NIGHTS people.
smile (:
my phone's batt just died on me while i was chatting with chicken.
haha. got him to look at a pic of my pri school mate with a huge deep cleavage .LOL.
she has become so so lian lar. lols
oh wells; i dont talk to her.
hmm. yes, so i've been sleeping very very little recently.
haiz; total lack of sleep.
lol. no one has been pestering me to sleep early. though nicky tells me to sleep early every night.
lol; but he sleeps before me so its no use! muahaha.
yea. and that piggy just doesnt reply my msges!
hmpf. so mean.
lol;; yun rong said that our relationship not so good ler. lol
maybe bah... but oh wells;
i still enjoy talking to that piggy. hahas
at least it cheers me up :D
like today. heh. was emo bout the reputation thingy then piggy talked to me.
LOLS. can you believe it;; piggy actually didnt wait for me to talk to him then talk.
haha. yea yea. im totally exaggerating :D
had a sian time at CO today.
lol; woke up arnd 6 despite sleeping at 1am ytd then reached school at 7 cause vic said wanna play bball.
freak lar. in the end, it rained super heavily. say bye to bball ; we ended up helping the guys move the big instru.
hahs. stupid; today the dumb rubber thingy of the CO costume heels came of.
i think it came of today.
lols; blame it on me being to rough and UNGLAM.
i am unsuitable for the wearing of heels!
lol; i am too rough and too not-a-girl .
apparently guo lan hua thinks im very rough and says that 我没有girl的样子.
lols! i cant type out the chinese character of girl out. don't know why.
yes; so i've given up worrying and emo-ing about my bad reputation.
i don't know why! cai ling told me that frm sec 1 i have had a bad reputation ler.
like what did i do :(
haiz. but as long as my friends dont think so im alright and i dont care.
just hope they dont think so bah. if not; i should srsly reflect on my behaviour!
haiz. so much for being labelled a
flirt
two-timer
and being known as
mean to friends
mean to everyone.
D:
like kor said; " maybe its better to have a low profile "
yes! it's much better. haiz. damn sian lar.
i would rather be someone that no one knows can!
then no one will talk abt me! yay.
lol. its better if my existence is not known! :D
or maybe, be like felicia chew. heh. i'd rather be like tt than have such a bad reputation :(
okay; i promised to smile. lol
SMILES. GRINS! ;D
oh whatever. i shall go sleep.
im damn damn damn damn TIRED!
but i shall post an email my bio attachment table mate sent me. it's his reply for an email about
The problems with GUYS:
If u TREAT him nicely, he says u are IN LOVE with him;
If u Don't, he says u are PROUD .
If u DRESS Nicely, he says u are trying to LURE him;
If u Don't , he says u are from KAMPUNG.
If u ARGUE with him, he says u are STUBBORN;
If u keep color QUIET, he says u have no BRAINS.
If u are SMARTER than him, he'll lose FACE;
If he's Smarter than u, he is GREAT.
If u don't Love him, he tries to POSSESS u;If u Love him, he will try to LEAVE u.(very true huh?)
If u don't make love with him., he says u don't Love him;
If u do!! he says u are CHEAP.
If u tell him your PROBLEM, he says u are TROUBLESOME;
If u don't, he says that u don't TRUST him.
If u SCOLD him, u are like a to him;
If he SCOLDS u, it is because he CARES for u.
If u BREAK your PROMISE, u Cannot be TRUSTED;
If he BREAKS his, he is FORCED to doso.
If u SMOKE, u are BAD girl;
If he SMOKES, he is GENTLEMAN.
If u do WELL in your exams, he says it's LUCK;
If he does WELL, it's BRAINS.
If u HURT him, u are CRUEL;
If he HURTS u, u are too SENSITIVE!!
1) if u say they are fat, ur mean
2) if u say theyre not, ur lying
3) if u say girl B is hot, girl A gives u the WAD-EVERRRR face
4) if u say girl B isnt hot, girl A goes SO MEAN!
5) if u shop alot, u cant control your money
6) if u dont shop alot, ur boring ass shit
7) if u say i dont like him they go WHY?! HE SO NICE
8) if they say i dont like her, and u say WHY?! SHE SO NICE oh lord ur a dead one
9) if u talk to other girls ur a flirtatious son of a bitch that should be burnt alive
10) if u talk to ONLY her ur a desperate freak of a molester to be who should be burnt alive
11) if they ignore u, uve got to chase them and talk and apologise for sth u dont know u did
12) if u ignore them uve found a new girl and should be burnt alive or ignored as well, which brings u back to point 11(only too true eh?)
13) if u go out with her a hundred times, and the first 99 times u pay the bill, ur a gentle man so far
14) the 100th time u accidentally forget ur wallet and u become a stingy broke loser who just got dumped
15) if ur doing sth that will benefit HER, its LADIES FIRST ASSHOLE
16) if ur doing sth that might not benefit her, its YOU GO FIRST IF U DIE ILL KNOW ITS DANGEROUS
17) if u become a millionaire 3/4 of your money goes to her
18) if SHE is the millionaire u are now a broke loser who just got dumped(oh you cant possibly disagree!)
19) if u call urself independant ur and asshole with a bloated ego
20) if she calls herself independant ur expecte to call her a lady and kiss her feet
muahaha!:D
this post is so so so long;
thanks gaston for making me smile :D
and cheering me up :D
what you think affects me; somehow. dont ask why.
lol; i don't wanna know and dont wanna say.
`i wanna know bout your PM!!!
oh yes; and g-a-s-t-o-n, do you wanna go to kbox next sunday- 31st august.
with yun rong, eunice , jing zhan and me.
NIGHTS people.
smile (:
Saturday, August 23, 2008 '
i dont know why i have such a bad reputation :(
sad. i should srsly chnge lar.
haha;;; nbut i've kinda stopped emo-ing.:D
talking now,. then im damn damn high! yay !
lols.
actually got alot of things to post de. then now, im so high and happy.
nothing to post ler! :D
byes~
sad. i should srsly chnge lar.
haha;;; nbut i've kinda stopped emo-ing.:D
talking now,. then im damn damn high! yay !
lols.
actually got alot of things to post de. then now, im so high and happy.
nothing to post ler! :D
byes~
Wednesday, August 20, 2008 '
lols.
piano ended. dots.
haiz.
i love you, but i can't say it.
nevermind. study.
piano ended. dots.
haiz.
i love you, but i can't say it.
nevermind. study.
'
hello!;
posting before piano.
lols, yea yea. its no use tt piggy doesnt disturb me, im not studying.
hahas. yea, im eating.
getting fatter by day!
must jian fei! yay. and im 161 ! :DDD
grew taller? hahas :PP
happy happy!
lols. yea
and im so gonna make tt lil piggy take neoprints with me. ahhas
LOLS. yea. then today nicky said he wanna pei me back home. lol.
in the end i forgot, then i went home with sr. making him wait for about 2 hrs!
haha. nevermind. i didnt say okay anyways.
heh!
stupid piggy!!! TAKE NEOPRINT WITH ME!
yes. that is to you g-a-s-t-o-n
short lil fair considerate? piggy!:D
yea yea, so i have piano lesson later.
heh. then i'll study chem!
okay, start studying now! :DDDD
hehes.
posting before piano.
lols, yea yea. its no use tt piggy doesnt disturb me, im not studying.
hahas. yea, im eating.
getting fatter by day!
must jian fei! yay. and im 161 ! :DDD
grew taller? hahas :PP
happy happy!
lols. yea
and im so gonna make tt lil piggy take neoprints with me. ahhas
LOLS. yea. then today nicky said he wanna pei me back home. lol.
in the end i forgot, then i went home with sr. making him wait for about 2 hrs!
haha. nevermind. i didnt say okay anyways.
heh!
stupid piggy!!! TAKE NEOPRINT WITH ME!
yes. that is to you g-a-s-t-o-n
short lil fair considerate? piggy!:D
yea yea, so i have piano lesson later.
heh. then i'll study chem!
okay, start studying now! :DDDD
hehes.
Tuesday, August 19, 2008 '
well, physics and lit are OVER! :D
but i still have to study for chem and lang arts :(
oh wells, trying to study chem now.
taking lang arts and chem on thursday.
rahh! stupid piggy didnt reply.lols
kinda worried but i think its just that he doesnt wanna reply.
forget it.
lols!
Natasha Bedingfield - I Bruise Easily
My skin is like a map
Of where my heart has been
And I cant hide the marks
Its not a negative thing
So I let down my guard
Drop my defences down by my clothes
I'm learning to fall
With no safety net to cushion the blow
I bruise easily
So be gentle when you handle me
Theres a mark you leave
Like a love heart carved on a tree
I bruise easily
Can't scratch the surface
Without moving me underneath
I bruise easily
I bruise easily
I found your fingerprints
On a glass of wine
Do you know you're leaving them
All over this heart of mine too
But if I never take this leap of faith
I'll never know
So I'm learning to fall
With no safety net to cushion the blow
I bruise easily
So be gentle when you handle me
Theres a mark you leave
Like a love heart carved on a tree
I bruise easily
Can't scratch the surface
Without moving me underneath
I bruise easily
I bruise easily
Anyone who can touch you
Can hurt you or heal you
Anyone who can reach you
Can love you or leave you
So be gentle...
I bruise easily
So be gentle when you handle me
Theres a mark you leave
Like a love heart carved on a tree
I bruise easily
Can't scratch the surface
Without moving me underneath
I bruise easily
I bruise easily
I bruise easily
I bruise easily
but i still have to study for chem and lang arts :(
oh wells, trying to study chem now.
taking lang arts and chem on thursday.
rahh! stupid piggy didnt reply.lols
kinda worried but i think its just that he doesnt wanna reply.
forget it.
lols!
Natasha Bedingfield - I Bruise Easily
Of where my heart has been
And I cant hide the marks
Its not a negative thing
So I let down my guard
Drop my defences down by my clothes
I'm learning to fall
With no safety net to cushion the blow
I bruise easily
So be gentle when you handle me
Theres a mark you leave
Like a love heart carved on a tree
I bruise easily
Can't scratch the surface
Without moving me underneath
I bruise easily
I bruise easily
I found your fingerprints
On a glass of wine
Do you know you're leaving them
All over this heart of mine too
But if I never take this leap of faith
I'll never know
So I'm learning to fall
With no safety net to cushion the blow
I bruise easily
So be gentle when you handle me
Theres a mark you leave
Like a love heart carved on a tree
I bruise easily
Can't scratch the surface
Without moving me underneath
I bruise easily
I bruise easily
Anyone who can touch you
Can hurt you or heal you
Anyone who can reach you
Can love you or leave you
So be gentle...
I bruise easily
So be gentle when you handle me
Theres a mark you leave
Like a love heart carved on a tree
I bruise easily
Can't scratch the surface
Without moving me underneath
I bruise easily
I bruise easily
I bruise easily
I bruise easily
Sunday, August 17, 2008 '
BOOO!
mug mug mug!
yea, tmr is biology!
freak :(
haven't finished studying.
then tuesday is lit and phsyics.
oh no!
i am so gonna die Die DIe DIE!
hehs;
im studying bio now, but im feeling really sleepy :(
[ wishes tt i can just rmb all those stuff by burning those notes and drinking them ]
haiz.
zhenzhi has to MUG!
yes. WISH HER LUCK!
mug mug mug!
yea, tmr is biology!
freak :(
haven't finished studying.
then tuesday is lit and phsyics.
oh no!
i am so gonna die Die DIe DIE!
hehs;
im studying bio now, but im feeling really sleepy :(
[ wishes tt i can just rmb all those stuff by burning those notes and drinking them ]
haiz.
zhenzhi has to MUG!
yes. WISH HER LUCK!
Friday, August 15, 2008 '
i am just trouble, nothing else
wonders....
haiz. yea, i guess i am just trouble.
i think i just hurt someone.
haiz. :(
i really meant what i told that someone. haiz.
but nevermind.
friends are friends.
i shall not do anything.
yea, hmmm.
so today, bio attachment ended.
lols. had a rather fun day ;D
yea. exchanged phone numbers and stuff.
haiz. i don't want that someone to be sad!
if your pm is for me, can you tell me?
hurts.
im sorry.
sorry sorry sorry.
haiz. yea, i guess i am just trouble.
i think i just hurt someone.
haiz. :(
i really meant what i told that someone. haiz.
but nevermind.
friends are friends.
i shall not do anything.
yea, hmmm.
so today, bio attachment ended.
lols. had a rather fun day ;D
yea. exchanged phone numbers and stuff.
haiz. i don't want that someone to be sad!
if your pm is for me, can you tell me?
hurts.
im sorry.
sorry sorry sorry.
Thursday, August 14, 2008 '
;D don't worry!
hello, haven't been posting. lol
at least not that regularly.
cos i've been tired and busy.
had bio attachment ;D
still having it lar. lols.
till tmr. gonna miss 3 papers
tmr im going to school with sihua!
wheee;D damn happy. haha;D
go collect CO ticket money . lols
gotta hand it in by tmr actually. lols.
hmmm, so yea.
many things have been happening. was sad but im alright now :D
i decided to just remain as friends. to both of them. yea.
it's the best ;D
yepps.
this is to you :
oh yea, im so sorry to make you worry ;(
dont worry bout me kays ;D
im alright, and you didnt cause trouble for me kays. ;D
well, your msg made me feel bad, lol
like you saying you would wait and stuff.
i feel so so mean :(
haiz. but im not sad kays!
dont worry about me :D
concentrate on your studies! and smile and be happy! ;D
thanks, piggy!
at least not that regularly.
cos i've been tired and busy.
had bio attachment ;D
still having it lar. lols.
till tmr. gonna miss 3 papers
tmr im going to school with sihua!
wheee;D damn happy. haha;D
go collect CO ticket money . lols
gotta hand it in by tmr actually. lols.
hmmm, so yea.
many things have been happening. was sad but im alright now :D
i decided to just remain as friends. to both of them. yea.
it's the best ;D
yepps.
this is to you :
oh yea, im so sorry to make you worry ;(
dont worry bout me kays ;D
im alright, and you didnt cause trouble for me kays. ;D
well, your msg made me feel bad, lol
like you saying you would wait and stuff.
i feel so so mean :(
haiz. but im not sad kays!
dont worry about me :D
concentrate on your studies! and smile and be happy! ;D
thanks, piggy!
Tuesday, August 12, 2008 '
it's just a thin line between love and hate.
'
ineedmoretime.
why does he still affect me?
what's with me?
well, he likes minni.
why does it affect me?
i dont know. lol.
well, i think i've taken him for granted.
thinking that he'll always be here for me.
lol, im trying to accept the fact that he'll not.
and that minni is the only one tt's impt to him now.
he kinda told her everything.
haiz......
well, and he won't ever know how i feel.
he says he doesn't hate me.
so, that means that there will be no more feelings.
cause` only loving will make one hate.
yea, i know i care.
but why? i've been talking very spitefully.
admit it, im just irritated, pissed and jealous?
lols! whatever. im gonna get over him.
but why must it be minni?
haiz. can't it be someone i like?
well, it's his choice. can't control.
hopes you will come online.
at least talking to you will make me happy.
lols.
i feel like a bloody slut.
;(((
i am SAD.
SAD
SAD
SAD.
cries :'(
so many things have happened.
guess you're studying for common tests.
i feel lonely. and you don't actually seem to care.
lols.
but should you?
what's with me?
well, he likes minni.
why does it affect me?
i dont know. lol.
well, i think i've taken him for granted.
thinking that he'll always be here for me.
lol, im trying to accept the fact that he'll not.
and that minni is the only one tt's impt to him now.
he kinda told her everything.
haiz......
well, and he won't ever know how i feel.
he says he doesn't hate me.
so, that means that there will be no more feelings.
cause` only loving will make one hate.
yea, i know i care.
but why? i've been talking very spitefully.
admit it, im just irritated, pissed and jealous?
lols! whatever. im gonna get over him.
but why must it be minni?
haiz. can't it be someone i like?
well, it's his choice. can't control.
hopes you will come online.
at least talking to you will make me happy.
lols.
i feel like a bloody slut.
;(((
i am SAD.
SAD
SAD
SAD.
cries :'(
so many things have happened.
guess you're studying for common tests.
i feel lonely. and you don't actually seem to care.
lols.
but should you?
Monday, August 11, 2008 '
are you pissed? or something around there?
ooh yea. im just bored so i decided to post.
lol. wonders about your pm. im kinda thinking too much:P
do lang arts do lang arts.
im still not done lar!
am i too sensitive? or am i thinking too much?
lol. or is there really something wrong somewhere?
sometimes,love hurts.
i am not emo-ing! :D
ooh yea. im just bored so i decided to post.
lol. wonders about your pm. im kinda thinking too much:P
do lang arts do lang arts.
im still not done lar!
am i too sensitive? or am i thinking too much?
lol. or is there really something wrong somewhere?
sometimes,love hurts.
i am not emo-ing! :D
'
✖freak.ican'tjustfallin!
hello, lol.
im doing my lang arts homework.
it's totally driving me nuts lar.
damn hard to do. stupid lar.
common test still have to get ready :(
the teacher will expect more lar. damn.
well, anyway. had a thought about who i really liked loved whatever ytd.
my mum was like saying that im very mean cos i always initiate the break up.
yar, i feel kinda mean. but it's seriously not cos of anyone.
:( and it's not always! hah. whatever.
and when my mum keeps talking about him, i think of him.
not in that way, but its still thinking...
yea, then the show i was watching last night reminded me of him.
yea yea. so msged him about tuition.
and talked about some stuff.
like being friends , blah blah blah.
well, he made it clear that he didnt wanna and couldn't just be friends.
i made it clear that i would be a friend that cared. yea.
he said that i sounded as if i still had feelings or what.
oh whatever. i don't feel that way. i suppose.
actually i wasnt really sure.
but, he said he didnt wanna talk that much anymore and
i dunno why, after he said that, i felt relieved.
believed that i didnt feel that way for him anymore. hah
hmm, yea.
then when i woke up. i felt damn sure of it. lol
im just weird!
yea yea.
ilovethatfair,shortlilpiggy.
yepps, i really do.
even if my answer is a "yes" so?
if there's a will, there's a way.
i hope so. but it's hard kays.
lols.
im thinking too much.
well, if possible, i would say "yes".
yea, so im back to my lang arts homework.
haha.
study hard! ;D
im doing my lang arts homework.
it's totally driving me nuts lar.
damn hard to do. stupid lar.
common test still have to get ready :(
the teacher will expect more lar. damn.
well, anyway. had a thought about who i really liked loved whatever ytd.
my mum was like saying that im very mean cos i always initiate the break up.
yar, i feel kinda mean. but it's seriously not cos of anyone.
:( and it's not always! hah. whatever.
and when my mum keeps talking about him, i think of him.
not in that way, but its still thinking...
yea, then the show i was watching last night reminded me of him.
yea yea. so msged him about tuition.
and talked about some stuff.
like being friends , blah blah blah.
well, he made it clear that he didnt wanna and couldn't just be friends.
i made it clear that i would be a friend that cared. yea.
he said that i sounded as if i still had feelings or what.
oh whatever. i don't feel that way. i suppose.
actually i wasnt really sure.
but, he said he didnt wanna talk that much anymore and
i dunno why, after he said that, i felt relieved.
believed that i didnt feel that way for him anymore. hah
hmm, yea.
then when i woke up. i felt damn sure of it. lol
im just weird!
yea yea.
ilovethatfair,shortlilpiggy.
yepps, i really do.
even if my answer is a "yes" so?
if there's a will, there's a way.
i hope so. but it's hard kays.
lols.
im thinking too much.
well, if possible, i would say "yes".
yea, so im back to my lang arts homework.
haha.
study hard! ;D
Sunday, August 10, 2008 '
crap! im not supposed to get into a relationship!
not supposed to
not supposed to
not supposed to.!
but im totally falling in!
die die die.
not supposed to
not supposed to
not supposed to.!
but im totally falling in!
die die die.
'
D:
talk to me less?
lol. you'll just make me miss you...
i shouldnt say all these.
anyways, my mum says that i shouldn't harm you.
maybe i really am?
am i a bitch or what? a slut?
haiz. what's wrong with talking to someone i like? :(
can't i just talk to you?
maybe i really shouldn't.
oh whatever lar.
why bother thinking. i'll talk to you like normal.
you think we're tgt.
well, i dont know.
maybe?
but together = ?
what's your definition of being together?
hah. nevermind.
hope you'll come online soon.
im not supposed to talk on msn.
oh wells. just talk.
haiz. study study study.
there's bio attachment nxt week.
then i'll miss lessons, and tests.
and looking at you. muahaha.
damn hua chi. whatever.
yea, so i should study now :D
lol. you'll just make me miss you...
i shouldnt say all these.
anyways, my mum says that i shouldn't harm you.
maybe i really am?
am i a bitch or what? a slut?
haiz. what's wrong with talking to someone i like? :(
can't i just talk to you?
maybe i really shouldn't.
oh whatever lar.
why bother thinking. i'll talk to you like normal.
you think we're tgt.
well, i dont know.
maybe?
but together = ?
what's your definition of being together?
hah. nevermind.
hope you'll come online soon.
im not supposed to talk on msn.
oh wells. just talk.
haiz. study study study.
there's bio attachment nxt week.
then i'll miss lessons, and tests.
and looking at you. muahaha.
damn hua chi. whatever.
yea, so i should study now :D
Saturday, August 9, 2008 '
puzzled.
am i tgt with you?
i said that nicky thinks that im tgt with you.
then you asked " and you are not?"
lol.what does it mean?
think too much.
haha. nvm. i don't wanna be in a relationship now.
my mum doesn't allow and i shall be a good girl ;D
expressed my views! whee.
:D
i said that nicky thinks that im tgt with you.
then you asked " and you are not?"
lol.what does it mean?
think too much.
haha. nvm. i don't wanna be in a relationship now.
my mum doesn't allow and i shall be a good girl ;D
expressed my views! whee.
:D
'
dunno if you will read this or not.
i feel damn retarded.
so many qns. then you dont wanna tell me.
then i also dunno what.
its not as if you dont know what im feeling.
or maybe you dont really know.
well, i like you loads.loveyou.
haiz. whatever lar.
i care bout what you think and its impt to me.
oh wells. i dont want yr to explain to me.
cant you do the explaining?
:(
i feel damn retarded.
so many qns. then you dont wanna tell me.
then i also dunno what.
its not as if you dont know what im feeling.
or maybe you dont really know.
well, i like you loads.loveyou.
haiz. whatever lar.
i care bout what you think and its impt to me.
oh wells. i dont want yr to explain to me.
cant you do the explaining?
:(
'
oh, yea.
nicky was online today.
talked some crap and then he said some logical stuff.
then he asked if i still had even a little feelings for him.
dots. anyway, my mum has been totally pissing me off.
but oh wells. she's alright now. haha.
nicky was online today.
talked some crap and then he said some logical stuff.
then he asked if i still had even a little feelings for him.
dots. anyway, my mum has been totally pissing me off.
but oh wells. she's alright now. haha.
'
nights
lol. yea, didnt reply.
nights! sleep tight.
is this blog like for you to read, i dont know.
sian. i wanna watch "the dark night"! :(
should've asked you today :(
nvm. hmm, good night.
iloveyou<3
nights! sleep tight.
is this blog like for you to read, i dont know.
sian. i wanna watch "the dark night"! :(
should've asked you today :(
nvm. hmm, good night.
iloveyou<3
Friday, August 8, 2008 '
ohhh, and its okay that you didnt really talk :D
glad that you went anyways, thanks thanks :))
and for accompanying me :DD thank you.
LOVES<3
glad that you went anyways, thanks thanks :))
and for accompanying me :DD thank you.
LOVES<3
'
:D <3
hmm, what was with me ytd. i dont know.
anyways, it was i dont know boring or a fun day.
but i kinda liked it :D
, though i had bad bad bad cramps.
lol.whatever. yea.
so you went anyways.
didnt manage to catch [the dark knight], its alright :)
but i still wanna watch it.
heh. played bball and ate today.
arcade a little.
hmm, played bball with yithong they all while waiting for yl and ck.
waited till i was damn hungry, then we went to eat at vivo.
heh :D ate at secret recipe. yummy :D but then very ps.
sat beside him.lols. cute :X
hmm, he fell down today. lol. got wound. oh wells. lame me.
then we went to the arcade. then movie tickets were sold out so went to je. lols
on 97, i sat with him again.
dont know why? were there other empty seats? lols.
dont know. nvm nvm.
yea, got teased like siao on 97.
tried not to smile. haha.
hmm, thanks for walking to the toilet with us. and the troublesome me.
played bball arnd yl's hse.
got hit by the ball 4 times. lol.
got teased like siao again.
and i was damn blur and my stomach was hurting like siao.
lols. and the dumb ck had to piss rox off.
heh. but she over reacted anyways.
yay:D took the train with him.
heh, accompanied me to cck:))
i gave that idk shrug when he asked. lols.
actually, i wanted de lor. anyways, i think im damn damn hua chi.
whatever, i controlled myself rather well today. muahah!
hmm, then he was so damn cute sweet whatever. lol
kays, i'll try my best to sleep early!
haha.
this post is getting so so long.
shall stop! byes :D
anyways, it was i dont know boring or a fun day.
but i kinda liked it :D
, though i had bad bad bad cramps.
lol.whatever. yea.
so you went anyways.
didnt manage to catch [the dark knight], its alright :)
but i still wanna watch it.
heh. played bball and ate today.
arcade a little.
hmm, played bball with yithong they all while waiting for yl and ck.
waited till i was damn hungry, then we went to eat at vivo.
heh :D ate at secret recipe. yummy :D but then very ps.
sat beside him.lols. cute :X
hmm, he fell down today. lol. got wound. oh wells. lame me.
then we went to the arcade. then movie tickets were sold out so went to je. lols
on 97, i sat with him again.
dont know why? were there other empty seats? lols.
dont know. nvm nvm.
yea, got teased like siao on 97.
tried not to smile. haha.
hmm, thanks for walking to the toilet with us. and the troublesome me.
played bball arnd yl's hse.
got hit by the ball 4 times. lol.
got teased like siao again.
and i was damn blur and my stomach was hurting like siao.
lols. and the dumb ck had to piss rox off.
heh. but she over reacted anyways.
yay:D took the train with him.
heh, accompanied me to cck:))
i gave that idk shrug when he asked. lols.
actually, i wanted de lor. anyways, i think im damn damn hua chi.
whatever, i controlled myself rather well today. muahah!
hmm, then he was so damn cute sweet whatever. lol
kays, i'll try my best to sleep early!
haha.
this post is getting so so long.
shall stop! byes :D
Thursday, August 7, 2008 '
what'swrongwithme.
lol.okay, im sad?
many many things i wanna say.
can't get them out.just keeps thinking.
haiz :( hope you'll not see this post.
well, i've so idea why im so crazy.
i dont wanna be.
i want you to go,
but i dont wanna tell you.
it's not like i have a say in stuff like that.
haiz. nvm. lol.
i dont know.
yea, so maybe, things should just be like that :)
i will get over it.
i just feel so damn stupid. lols.
not anyone's fault but mine. lol.
rahh. what the hell is wrong with me lar.
i never ever felt like that.and i dont want to.
makes me disappointed. hah.
nvm. it's all up to you.
dots. what the hell am i saying lar.
im like contradicting myself, and confusing myself.
i don't want to feel a thing for you.
but i can't.
what's wrong with me :'(
many many things i wanna say.
can't get them out.just keeps thinking.
haiz :( hope you'll not see this post.
well, i've so idea why im so crazy.
i dont wanna be.
i want you to go,
but i dont wanna tell you.
it's not like i have a say in stuff like that.
haiz. nvm. lol.
i dont know.
yea, so maybe, things should just be like that :)
i will get over it.
i just feel so damn stupid. lols.
not anyone's fault but mine. lol.
rahh. what the hell is wrong with me lar.
i never ever felt like that.and i dont want to.
makes me disappointed. hah.
nvm. it's all up to you.
dots. what the hell am i saying lar.
im like contradicting myself, and confusing myself.
i don't want to feel a thing for you.
but i can't.
what's wrong with me :'(
Wednesday, August 6, 2008 '
nights
lol, im going to sleep!
very guai.
smart and guai lil piggy. LOLS!
nights!
very guai.
smart and guai lil piggy. LOLS!
nights!
'
haiz. why are my friends like that.
freak lar.
freda, or him. lols.
dumb me.
why am i so afraid of her?
but its like the first time i even thought of zhong se qin you. lols
if it even applies! haiz
freak lar.
freda, or him. lols.
dumb me.
why am i so afraid of her?
but its like the first time i even thought of zhong se qin you. lols
if it even applies! haiz
'
sorry, for all the trouble i caused.
haiz:(
troubled....
haiz:(
troubled....
Tuesday, August 5, 2008 '
haiz. dont know what to say :(
i just dont wanna stop talking to you.
can i?
arhh, nvm. i'll stop having my mind occupied with these.
but still, can i not stop talking to you?
:( nevermind.
i just dont wanna stop talking to you.
can i?
arhh, nvm. i'll stop having my mind occupied with these.
but still, can i not stop talking to you?
:( nevermind.
'
bloggingnon-stop.
lol! yes, so you're online.
haha. yea, but im not gonna talk to you.
yes, as i said, i will control myself :D
&im good at it?
haha, oh whatever.
so i've gotta do lang arts homework!
RAWR!!!!
haha. yea, but im not gonna talk to you.
yes, as i said, i will control myself :D
&im good at it?
haha, oh whatever.
so i've gotta do lang arts homework!
RAWR!!!!
'
imgettingbetter ;D
hello; yes, im getting better :)
at least i dont giggle that much when i see you.
hehe :D
at least i didnt do that in front of you. muahah.
all the stuff im posting is like about you. lols.
damn damn lame!.
rawr.
well, had quite a fun day today ;D
likes mrs lee teo. haha. she's so damn CUTE!
yepp; and CO was slack today.heh :D
im definitely gonna do badly for the prac tests. oh,, whatever.
i tried my best! i think??
heh, then you're not online now.
whoop, and i kinda asked like a thousand ppl if they are free on friday.
muahaha! dumb me.
yes. so im not that crazy anymore, i hope :)
however, i still.... hahs. and im totally crapping.
yea, shall go do my homework, and hopefully you'll come online ;)
at least i dont giggle that much when i see you.
hehe :D
at least i didnt do that in front of you. muahah.
all the stuff im posting is like about you. lols.
damn damn lame!.
rawr.
well, had quite a fun day today ;D
likes mrs lee teo. haha. she's so damn CUTE!
yepp; and CO was slack today.heh :D
im definitely gonna do badly for the prac tests. oh,, whatever.
i tried my best! i think??
heh, then you're not online now.
whoop, and i kinda asked like a thousand ppl if they are free on friday.
muahaha! dumb me.
yes. so im not that crazy anymore, i hope :)
however, i still.... hahs. and im totally crapping.
yea, shall go do my homework, and hopefully you'll come online ;)
Monday, August 4, 2008 '
ohmygod!
i feel so damn happy :D
uoysevol
rawr <3
rahh, im totally falling to that bottomless pit,
ohwells, what can i do.
thanks anyways!.
uoysevol
rawr <3
rahh, im totally falling to that bottomless pit,
ohwells, what can i do.
thanks anyways!.
'
ohwells.
heh. im posting just to fill the space cos it will look better.
hmm, yea... and so im damn damn embarassed.
what's wrong with me lar!
RAWR!!
hmm, yea... and so im damn damn embarassed.
what's wrong with me lar!
RAWR!!
'
rawr!
yea, so if you do see this....
lol. i dont know what to say. anyways, i will feel damn embarassed!
i've been embarassing myself with my dumb behaviour.
it's like the first time i feel this way about someone.
oh no!. shucks!!!!
lol. i dont know what to say. anyways, i will feel damn embarassed!
i've been embarassing myself with my dumb behaviour.
it's like the first time i feel this way about someone.
oh no!. shucks!!!!
'
controlyourselfgirl!
well, hello.
yea, so i've been being such a crazy girl, been huachi-ing like crazy.
:(
well, you're just so cute. LOL.
whatever, i totally sound like a bimbo.
anyways, you said that i was special; to you?
well, i dont know, but you are.
i wanna tell you that i do love? like you very much.
but it's okay. i shall have to control myself no matter what.
[Don't try to fight it, victims of love. You can't decide it, victims of love.]
yea, so i've been being such a crazy girl, been huachi-ing like crazy.
:(
well, you're just so cute. LOL.
whatever, i totally sound like a bimbo.
anyways, you said that i was special; to you?
well, i dont know, but you are.
i wanna tell you that i do love? like you very much.
but it's okay. i shall have to control myself no matter what.
[Don't try to fight it, victims of love. You can't decide it, victims of love.]
