Tuesday, November 25, 2008 '
well, i'm really trying to sleep, but i can't fall asleep :(
i'm lying in bed posting using my phone.
haiz, you know, it sucks to be so so bored... i'm rereading breaking dawn cause i've absolutely nothing else enjoyable to do.
sigh, i'm so so trying to sleep.
and kor, CHEER UP ! :D
my kor, has to be a happy man ! :)
Loves ! <3
be happy kays ? :)
i'll be waking up at 4 to wish some dumb gambler good luck, so i guess i'll get some sleep now, or maybe continue reading breaking dawn :)
it's still as breath takingly nice and the incredible feeling it gives me hasn't worn off.
haha, and it makes me fantasize :) it kinda keeps me less bored and happy :D better than you do ! XP
leave me alone when i need you, that's what you kinda always do ! RAWR !
no doubt, he's better than you at taking care of me.
hahs, but i can take care of myself ! :)
hehe, blogging with my phone makes me not think that much before typing and i can't make the words invisible :( lol.
i guess i'm crapping, so ppl, don't bother at all- heh :)
i'll go entertain myself with other things.
night ! :)
1.51am
Good night kor, good night ppl ! good night, lil boy ! :)
kor, cheer up ! loves :)
Loves ! and best of luck to dumb gambler :)
Wednesday, November 19, 2008 '
dear piggy, DARN !
haiz , i'm sorry sorry sorry that i'm so so weird . i so wanna say that i'll always always love you, forever and ever, but i can't. i'm so afraid tt i'll not. so afraid tt i'll break these promises . i suck at such stuff. damn damn. i'm such a selfish idiot :( rawr .would you care if i didn't my skin sucks like hell . . .
bother you for a day , or would you feel happy and relieved ? would you talk to me , if i didn't start talking ? although it may seem that i'm calculative or something , it kinda makes me sad when you kinda ignore me. not when i talk to you but . . . oh crap... i'm not good at such
i'm having sunburn every week ! when it's like getting better , i get sunburnt AGAIN ! . . stuff. well , i think you care at least and you're kinda sweet sometimes. and tt's what's keeping me going and being so hmmmm , i dunno, it's not for me to say . it may actually be nothing. but it's kinda not me , comparing when i was with nicky or edmund. i never did such lame damn .
stuff, and sending those dumb or so msges. lol. i NEVER thought of doing such stuff. i feel so weird. . .i've absolutely no idea what i'm talking about or what am i saying such stuff for. hahs. just some crap (: and i have like a thousand bites on my legs which make me scratch like crazy. anw , you're missed ! xDsomehow, i hope you'll not read or visit my blog . so there's like lots of wounds and scars ; (
i dunno what i'm expecting from you, but i know i shouldn't expect at all. it's better. damn - ugly legs.
and piggy , i'm sorry if i hurt or offend you in any way kays. i know , i'm bad :( sorry sorry sorry :(i miss going out with you girls. i miss you all ! hmm, i am fickle minded .i think you shouldn't bother about me in case you get hurt. i guess none of you will see this but i still wanna say , i love you all XP though i yearn for your concern , your love, your hugs , your kisses , for you . . . what am i saying !!!!!!! i sound downright LESBIAN. heh. `i dont deserve anyone's love. i guess. FREAKKKKKKKK ! i'm crazy again.
and i'm trying to get sane . . . .
i am weird and ironic and dumb. sorry :(
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TIRED !
well, i slept at 2am again ytd . . .
and i woke up at 6.30 am for class cip at ccab.
from 9-3 . hahs , so i'm back home now , TIRED . . .
lucky , piano is postponed to tmr morning. heh (:
heh, 'boyfriend' is such a useful word ; THANKS eunice (:
haiz , didn't talk . . .sorry for being dumb and stupid ytd ;( take care kays . . .
Tuesday, November 18, 2008 '
Wednesday, November 12, 2008 '
piano was drats :(
kinda wasted that 40 bucks for piano .
played scales . . .
and i sneezed after playing ascending, then i had to replay that scale then i sneezed halfway again !
sucks.
then played pieces. only played C3.
and i sneezed and had to blow my nose after playing a few bars. haiz :(
hah, used 1/2 a box of tissues. . .
life sucks when you're down with a flu.
i can't even play gb properly.
and my stomach still hurts like NUTS ! :(
hahs , i think i gonna be down with a fever soon
grins.
i wanna go out ! :(
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holidays kinda suck : (
i'd rather wake up at 6am , fall asleep in class, face boring teachers than be stuck at home trying to rush out 15 zuowens.
and nothing is keeping you out of my mind. damn!
i need to do something fun and entertaining to keep my mind of you!
since , i can't talk to you, i
hate missing you.
rawr!
blocks my mind from everything related to you.
SHOO !
i wanna go out!
but, those who have asked me out are a least bit enjoyable to be with.
(except kor and beloved friends)
hmm, i suppose there's a XYz outing tmr or something but i've received such a teeny weeny bit of info about it that i don't feel like going or err, they don't want me to go ? haha.
my life is so freaking BORING !
and i need some excitement.
haiz, i've gotta rush many things out by 6pm !
do 1 zuo wen. which is gonna take me bout 2 hours?
wash 2 hamster cages.
help my hamsters take a bathe. which will take me also bout 2 hours?
lol, it's 2.05pm now.
but i wanna play ! :(
okay , maybe holidays don't suck that badly, but it's still kinda boring. . .
fickle- as always.
Tuesday, November 11, 2008 '
hello (:
hahs , went to play pool with kor ytd (:
had fun and i missed kor ! :D
kor, you gotta be happy kays! :D
LOVES ~
today-
went to vivo to meet rox with vic (:
i finished 3/15 zuo wen :D
hahs, had an okay time at cca but i left early cause my stomach hurt real badly.
hmm, so yea.
went to my grandma's house for dinner then went to lot 1
and walked around till 9.30pm
sian .
hahs ,
i wonder ppl come to those conclusions. .
lame -.-
********* holidays are boring ********
IMISSYOU! isowannaseeyou :(`going mad.
Saturday, November 8, 2008 '
i'd rather the feelings change
if you feel would feel happier
if you have to expand that much and have to bear with what i'm causing.
Friday, November 7, 2008 '
hello !
thanks victoria for treating us and spending so much on us and playing.
sry tt you had to spend so much too.
;( next time i treat you.
you all must celebrate my bday with me ! lol.
XD if you all can.
hmm, had fun playing ddr today (:
first time playing and it is so fun (:
grins ! can jian fei :D :D
so yea , altgt i had a super fun time !:D
i love DUMB FAMILY ! :D
and i'm not wishing victoria happy birthday today !
lol.
hmm, at last we took neos tgt (: been so long since we last did .
but the neos are super small ;(
hahs, still it was a GREAT DAY ! :D
and i'm kinda happy with my results ((:
YAY !
hols, HELLO ! :D
Thursday, November 6, 2008 '
lol, thanks to victoria , i'll do this erm, quiz..
Here goes :
RULE #1 People who have been tagged must write their answers on their blogs and replace any question that they dislike with a new question formulated by themselves.
RULE #2 Tag 5 people to do this quiz and those who are tagged cannot refuse.These people must state who they were tagged by and cannot tag the person whom they were tagged by continue this game by sending it to other people.
1. Do you have secrets?yepp, of course.
2. Would you fall in love with a guy younger than you?hmm, why not ? but only ONE year younger.
3. Do you enjoy going to school?
YES ! excluding most hated physics lessons.
4. What would you do with a billion dollars?
SHOPPING and EATING with friends ! :D
and tour around the world ? XP
5. Would you love your ex again?lol, who knows. but maybe not . . .
6. Which is more blessed, loving someone or being loved by someone?haha, being loved by ppl you love. 7. List out your 15 favourite songs:In no particular order:
- wo bu pei
- when you're gone
- i bruise easily
- T-shirt
- piano
- when it all falls apart
- apologize
- when it was me
- It's not over
- Whatever It Takes
- LIttle Superhero Girl
- 说好的幸福呢
- 给我一首歌的时间
- The little things
- dao xiang
8. If you're single and your crush is already attached, what would you do?forget my crush ?! i don't hope for the impossible.
9. Is there anything that has made you extremely happy?eating great food with loved ones.
10. What makes you angry?MANY THINGS ! ppl lying to me ? and telling untruths abt me. wtv.
11. How would you see yourself in 10 years time?as a lady ? most imptly, i will be independent and i wanna be RICH (:
12. Who is currently the most important people to you?
FRIENDS ! :D definitely :)
13. What is the most important thing in life?
having people being there for me and being around (:
14. Single or attached?
single. . .
15. What is your favourite colour?
red black . all?
16. Would you give all in a relationship?
Maybe
17. What would be the 1st thing you say/shout/scream when you've reach the top of Mount Everest?
YAY !
18. What are you doing now?
this quiz ?
19. Do you prefer tea or coffee?
tea (:
20. 5 people I have tagged:
(you can choose to do it or not)
- ChenSihua :D
- PanSeowRong :D
- RoxanneZeng :D
- EuniceSiow:D
- Leung ChiKan:D
Saturday, November 1, 2008 '
it's not easy to not care just like that kays .
I
i DON'T WANNA CARE !
damn it !
HAVE
i feel like not bothering anymore.
but you always seem so . . . haiz .
TO
i am too too too sensitive.
an overly-sensitive dumbass. SLEEP !i want to stop, but i can't
