{♥}

Sunday, January 17, 2010 '

you told me you liked someone else today.
i tried to be happy.
i tried to sound happy.
tried to not feel sad.
then i tried to cry.
to let it all out.
but, i failed. i failed all those.
i wrote in the notebook you gave me, i stared at the voodoo doll.
i was actually starting to feel okay.
then you told me " she tell me not to tell anyone"
i don't know why, but you know how much that hurts.
well, it hurts a great deal. like this thing piercing into you.
hahs, well thennnn, i shed a few drops of tears. lol.
i think being able to cry it out is better, agreed ?
you'll be able to get over much more quickly (:

the feeling faded, but i know, i still love you.
however, it's just too selfish to keep you here while i'm being such a ____.
oh wells, i hope it's better this way.

blah blah blah.
am i fine?
no. but does it matter ?
no.
so ?
hahs, it hurts, but so what ?

DISCLAIMER

X XXXX X [??]

❤TAN ZHEN ZHI