Aha ! You can't rip ! :D

{ TAN ZHEN ZHI - loves}


Friday, October 31, 2008 '
OH YES !
i must exclaim that ; " today , I FELL DOWN AGAIN ! "
i landed right on my butt. haha :D

dumb sihua.
run run run and smack my back.
then somehow , my shoe and the track too slippery, not enough friction .. err, to withstand my weight ??? or the force the sihua exerted on me .
so, i slipped and FELL ! landed right on my butt !
lol; i hope no one except those arnd me saw. lol; haiz.
it's TWO times this week.
one flat on the face.
the other , on the butt.
lol; i should go to balancing classes man .
GRINS XD



'
3 CHEERS FOR MINOTAUR !
woots (: mino is the champion house for this year sports day (:
YAY !

lol ; it was rather fun. sitting under the scorching sun cheering with victoria (:
but , now , my nose is all red ! sunburn ...
lol (:

went to vivo with sihua , vic , seow rong and roxanne .
been ages since i went out with all 4 of them, usually only got sr and vic .
haha; i do miss roxanne !
lol. .
so today we went to vivo , ate then sihua went home . . . as usual -
haiz, sihua and rox dislikes 2D . . . .
hmm, the 4 of us went to the arcade ; hahs .
DAMN OLD UNCLE who works at some sze chuan restaurant !
GO TO HELL MAN !
i am 90% sure he stole sr's timezone vip card .
damn old uncle ! hmpf ! ! !

after arcade we shopped for accessories then ate Haagen Dazs ice cream (:
YUMMY !

hahs, vic and sr - STOP TALKING ABOUT IT !
i'm alrdy trying my best to forget it !
lol; i was mad kays ! ! ! ! ! ! ! RAWR !

hahs , anyway , it was nice hanging out tgt again. it's been so long since the 4 of us went out . hahs (:
LOVES !



Tuesday, October 28, 2008 '
ZHENZHI IS AS CLUMSY AS EVER !
lol, i ponned CO today (: with sihua
i was telling [ screaming ] to rachel [ on the 3rd level ] that i didnt have to go CO while walking backwards ..
then ! i tripped on a curb behind me and fell backward . HAHA !
a natural reflex to turn around so my face would be facing downwards ?
lol ; then i put my arms out to cover my face .
apparently Jing Kai thinks it would still give me a chance to stand for some modelling crap or miss singapore crap .
L - A - M - E !
whatever !
hmm, so i landed face down on the rough ground surface on the side road of the performing arts block .
LOL ! i was lying flat there laughing !
hahs , there was SO many ppl laughing at me !
apparently cailing laughed till she sat down on the floor.
damn ! NO MORE FACE !
and sihua DIDN'T even try to help me up ! she just stood beside me and STARED !
lol . well , at least it was just grazes on my knees , legs and elbow (:
no blood ! :D

hmm, i kinda screwed lit paper 1 ! lol;
33/50. compared to lit paper 2 .
lit paper 1 is HORRENDOUS ! but oh wells (: i don't care !
and i PASSED PHYSICS !
WOOHOO !

hmm, i finished the whole series of twilight :(
i'm so gonna reread it !
hmm, the ending was G.R.E.A.T ! :D

hehs , i did matrices at the lib with sihua today. so much for ponning cca .
LOL ! still it was fun playing ddr on the graphic calculator . (:

haha , so the clumsy girl who reminds ppl of all the bad points of renesmee and bella is tired and shall go off to slack (:



Friday, October 24, 2008 '
hello (:
school is SIAN these days we just watch movies and get back results .
it's not as if i wanna have lessons , but it's sian lar ! why can't the hols start now !
;D results . . .
so far , the results i've gotten :

LIT paper 2 - 41/50
HCL paper 2 - 67/110
MATHS paper 1 - 65/80
MATHS paper 2 - 65/80
BIO - 72.5/90
CHEM - 72/90
SS - 27/40

lessons are resuming soon :( SIAN !
haiz. . .

simple - minded.
i guess , sometimes i'm too simple-minded for my own good.
then i don't know what's going on and what's wrong.
yea .
whatever . . .
i'll try to change . maybe i will . TRY . . .
hahs , i'll still smile (: for you ? . . haha.



Thursday, October 23, 2008 '
CONTROL !
yea , i will not care how much i miss you.
yes . i will control (:

i'm not gonna care . . .



Wednesday, October 22, 2008 '
uhh . just had piano lesson .
i am really really really freaking tired !
i wanna sleep for 24 hours !
heh . hmm , i wanna get eclipse ! got breaking dawn but not eclipse. lol . rather dumb :)

rahh ! all my pimples are popping out !
shucks ! i'll become pimply soon -
:( :(

maths paper 2 - 65/80 also .
hahs .
hmm . SS wasn't good but average lar, 27/40 . . . B3

oh wells , at least my parents are satisfied for now (:
haha :D
i am too (:

ohh , i've decided to not care . . . hahs.



Tuesday, October 21, 2008 '
WOOTS !
just finished new moon ! hahs ; it was so so sad but it's ending is FABULOUS !
YAY YAY YAY ! ! ! :DDDDD

well , another boring day of school tmr .
no morning assembly :(
not as if i like morning assembly but . . . haha ( :
no assembly cos of the financial lesson which is something im kinda looking forward to ;
but i like assembly too . . .
hahs ,
anyways , i am in a SUPER MOOD now !
grins ! the book is affecting me like crazy ! lol .
i think i can srsly feel what bella feels lar .
haha . me and my crap XP
oh wells , i had quite a fun day (:

1st period - SLEPT through 1hr of chi while it was showing san guo yan yi
2nd period - played games during bio and READ !

BREAK !

3rd period - lang arts , watched pleasantville and READ !
4th period - learnt about brownian motion and boyle's law [physics] and READ !
5th period - watched THE NAMESAKE during lit which is nc 16 [ it has horny sexual references] grins XP
6th period - maths ! got back maths paper 1 - 65/80 .
relatively alright . hahs .

CCA ~ READ READ and READ !

lol; so overall , i read my day away (:
i could even stop myself frm msging while reading the book !
the book has fascinating powers uh XD



Monday, October 20, 2008 '
I HAD A GREAT TIME TODAY !
cause the movies were great .
cause i met roxanne .
cause roxanne lent me new moon .
cause i met leo and ck .
cause we had a nice talk .
most importantly , cause you accompanied me . (:

LOL . okay , i'm crapping .
went to cine today .
watched connected
then watched butterfly lovers
sorry , pang seh-ed chikan ; i just didnt wanna watch house bunny again .
sorry sorry .
and all the ' suan-ing ' were harmless kays !
just for fun XP

rawr , there were so so many rv-ians there !

hahs , connected ( :
was nice !
but , sorry that you had to watch it again in another language . hahs .
sorry !
hahs , roxanne , thanks !

hmm , butterfly lovers . . was REALLY REALLY TOUCHING !
sob sob sob . so diu lian !
and the theatre was COLD !
hahs , anw , i was kinda . . . feeling nice and warm .
thanks for being there (:

hahs , ck was LAME and funny ?
well , i didn't know a potato had jealousy XP
if ck's inference was right .
ahaha XD

thanks for sending me home :D

yea , fine , i've no control ! but i will try !
I WILL MASTER THE ART OF HAVING SELF CONTROL ! I PROMISE I WILL !

sorry sorry sorry.
that you had to forsake your friends and your sleep [ your priority ]
sorry !
hahs , thanks anw :D

~ily'



Sunday, October 19, 2008 '
WOOTS ! i'm a happy girl (:
yay ! thanks so much mr. potato :D
grins ! i love you !
guilty eh , make you ps your friends : (
sorry sorry ! still, i'm happy (:
YAY ! lol .
so there's something for me to look forward to (:

tmr , watching connected ! and house bunny AGAIN !
cause ck asked me to , lol .
wtv , i'm such a nice friend yea ? XP
hahs !

thanks thanks thanks potato ! :DD
i'm down with a really bad cold , so i'm going to sleep soon .
hahs , i wanna watch butterfly lovers ! RAWR ! i wanna watch that ! :X
i dont wanna watch house bunny with ck and leo .
i wanna watch butterfly lovers ! hahs (:
maybe some other day . . . hahs
maybe . . .
hmm , and i wanna watch the coffin too !
haha, im so greedy !
i wanna watch sing to the dawn too ! :D
haha, i'm totally crapping.

anw , thanks piggy , lots lots !
谢谢你很多很多 :D
grins !
aishiteru ~ eu te amo ~
lol, i'm freaking lame :X



Saturday, October 18, 2008 '
lol .
TOO MUCH TIME ISN"T GOOD ALSO !

haiz , so bored !
totally nothing to do .
no one to talk to .
really very very very sian .
lol . srsly nothing good to do , except playing games ?
but , i don't really like to . quite boring -
heh . really no one to talk to .
potato always gtg , then nicky doesn't talk to me also .
:( :( :(
maybe i do wanna talk to nicky .
he just doesn't reply .
haiz. whatever .when i need someone , there's no one.
when i dont need , everyone is here and i take for granted : (

when i was super sad , he was sleeping . nicky didn't reply . lol ;
too bad ! i just keep taking things for granted , so now , i end up having nothing .
yea , i think so .
i'm giving up ! i will stop being bothered about nicky !
totally treat it as i don't know him or something .
haiz . .
shit eh . i don't wanna emo , but there isnt anything else for me to do .
: (
RAWR !


***

i guess i need some love ?
lol .



Friday, October 17, 2008 '
EXAMS ARE FINALLY OVER !

watched house bunny with sihua, vic and sr today (:
it was NICE ! :D

you always look so cute when you appear in my sight . hahs
I MISS GASTON !
i am an idiot .
i will control.



Thursday, October 16, 2008 '
haha ! the last 2 papers are tmr ! maths paper 2 and cid .
SIAN ! but it's finally going to be over . ( :

RAHH ! i don't like to control when there isnt a need to . when there was a need to you didnt make me control myself . then now , i have to control myself : (
DUMB ! and so in the end , yea . i still feel into the endless pit . haiz . srsly a black hole lar .
after you go in , you won't be able to really come out .
lol ! you are a MEAN piggy .
dumb dumb potato ( :

lalala ~ i'm still avoiding you as much as i can .
but i think i won't be soon . no point XP
i'll just pretend nothing happened . grins (:

okay , practice maths ! :D
good luck to ME ! and everyone ! (:



Wednesday, October 15, 2008 '
DIE !
bio and lit tmr !
last 4 papers !
rawr !

physics was better than mid years . haha ( :
guess i'll have a borderline pass or fail ?
not too bad ; i suppose .

~ no matter what , it still matters. a little ?

lol ! whatever lar .

anyway , yea , i'll just have to avoid you . haha .
rahh !
heh . it's so good that you can msg now .
you know , imissyou . srsly.
. . . . . . . . . . . . . .

lalala .

forget bout everything and study !



Tuesday, October 14, 2008 '
PHYSICS ! : (

meet my doom tmr , yea .

a total mess . that's what i am in now .
why do i still bother . idiot .

` i guess i just have to keep avoiding you .



Monday, October 13, 2008 '
i shouldn't !
lol . lang arts paper 2 .
was rather okay ( :

6 more papers . chem and hcl paper 2 tmr .
i need lotsa luck ! !

studied with sr, jj andpotato at coffee bean today .
lol . well , it was rather productive for me : D
sorry that you had to accompany me and not go with your friends .

thanks for accompanying me for such a long time and sending me home .
haha ( :

SORRY ;
for not answering you .
for not letting you look at my phone .
for not asking your permission .
for . . .
i shouldn't .

thanks anyway , i love you .

` i really don't expect ( :
believe me !
and dont smoke with your cousin . haha !



Sunday, October 12, 2008 '

whoa !
i've been wanting to read it since last year.
twilight is such a popular book ; the feeling it give is absolutely exhilerating !
OMG ! ( :



vic thought me this editting thingy which is so simple ! hahs ( :
cool right ! ( :


yay-ness ! went to je lib with eunice today ( :
did trigo , read twilight , talked and studied bio .
hahs ( : eunice is super cute and funny ! loves ( :
you're like the only person other chikan that i really talk to in class . hahs ( :
nice friend ! so that photo was taken by this dunno what event person ( :
on a solar film ( :
then ate at kopitiam , talked crap .
kor came to be my phy tutor ! took neos !
kor, your hair is really TOOT ! :D
haha ! but nonetheless , you still look cute kays ! (:
haha , your mei is so nice and encouraging .
***
~ haha ! i ate up your heart . you'll NOT get it back !



Friday, October 10, 2008 '
hello !

today i had a fun time with victoria ( :
went to eat at kopitiam with 3H.
then went to lib to study with vic, and chit chat ;)
`stupid stuff happened at lib.

then met eunice and val .
then we decided not to study anymoe cos i wanted to drink sweet talk , so in the end we decided to go to vic's hse there to eat PRATA ( :
lol .anw, the sweet talk is gone, it's moved to the mrt station . lol ;
took 178 ! whoa! that bus is MARVELLOUS ! lol ;
damn cool ! very antique ! lol ;
it has like damn cool sliding doors with whinges looking like coils of telephone wires. hahs !
so funny ! anw , i was super fascinated by 178 ! ! i wanna take it everyday man XP
then vic and i had slurpy and paper prata ; it was weirdly salty - nonetheless NICE ! ( :
oh; and we bought this super cute cookie at swiss bakery ( :

it has colourful hair, huge eyes and a smile :D


then we toured cold storage cos we had nth to do and cos it's like the only place there that doesnt really save on its electricity bill by turning up the air-con.
today is a freaking hot day !
lol ; and maybe we could have a test on cold storage and totally ACE it ; after walking rounds and rounds there . hahs !
then vic bought this super cute halloween eyes specs - with springy eyes .
then walked and waited tgt for 67 then she walked home ( :

WOOTS! I LOVE VICTORIA LOADS !

maths paper 1 was okay ( :

rahh . banged my elbow into the wall/ door . damn damn pain ! :(
now i can't bend my elbow fully , hurts !

sometimes , i wonder what it means .
sometimes , i really want you to CARE !
at those times , you usually don't . haha.
it's okay ( :
*i am not refering to anything in particular



Thursday, October 9, 2008 '
ohmyfreakingGOD!
RAWR ~
another 1.5 papers down !

lol ; but i FREAKING SCREWED UP CHINESE !
damn it !

i didn't write the reasons for the bao zhang bao dao , when it is like the main point .
OMG ! ! ! ohmygod ! who can save me ?
lol ; i had like lots of time , but i was too tired and not in the mood ? so i decided to rush my zuo wen ? lol ; dunno . in the end i had half an hour to sleep .
RAWR ! but it's NOT worth it man !
rahh ; whatever , my chinese was alrdy bad in the first place ? and now , it's worst .
PRAY THAT I DON"T FAIL : (
cries . . . : (((((

damn . my mum keeps scolding me about my chinese , and how i dislike chinese .
lalala ; i just don't like it cause im influenced by my cousins since young kays !
rahh !

anyways , i am totally SCREWED if i fail chinese

hmm , but ss was alright ( :
at least i think i would do pretty okay for it . hahs ( :

*consoles myself [ maybe because of the sleep i had ]

lalala ~ maths paper 1 tmr .

&. i get damn stressed in this freaking class now .
everyone is MUGGING MUGGING MUGGING !
and im like one of those very very few whom i don't talk to then is like feeling relaxed for some unknown reason .
cause everyone is MUGGING so freaking hard and so perplexed, anxious and competitive.
and it's not those normal whining or complaining . they srsly mug really really really hard and keep memorising things .
it's not as if it is bad or anything, but it's srsly stressing me up . i don't suit this class ! : (



Wednesday, October 8, 2008 '
sorry , thanks ( :
hahs . everytime i feel stupid , i'll feel better after talking to you .
thanks ( :

sorry , for making you worried even it was only a while / initially .
i won't ask you to care , it's up to you , but if you do get worried ; i am sorry .

when... i doubt that i really love you . . .
i find out in the end that i do .



Tuesday, October 7, 2008 '
what are my feelings , to you ?
sometimes , you're harsh .
sometimes , you're cold .
sometimes , you dont give a damn about me .
sometimes , you're really nice .
sometimes , you're sweet .
but i still love you . WHY ?
amybe i don't show it but i do . . .


RAHH ! lol ; TRIGO SUCKS !



'
STUPID PIGGY ! why you go delete the photo ~ !

lol ; where got girls initiate de lor XP
you dumb dumb lar .

idiot lar ; make me so ps .
anw , i will NEVER bring that book out and NEVER tell you anything ler lor !
keep teasing me , and making me shy .
STUPID PIG ! RAWR !

hmm .
MUG MUG MUG !



Monday, October 6, 2008 '
MUGGING MOOD ? lol ;

RAWR ! zhenzhi wants to BITE ; today !


hello hello . mug mug mug .
i've been MUGGING ! and msging less .


because of eoys, zhenzhi has been paying attention in class too .



look at the difference between what i (top) am doing and what jing zhan (bottom) is doing ;

LOL ; i dunno why im posting about this ! lol ; RANDOM ( :
i like taking pics in during lessons ( :

&&& !

i wanna watch pianted skin ! i want you to be able to go !
lol ;
later you say im greedy again .

lol . unfortunate story . . .
it's fortunate having you in the story . i love you so . .
i am serious kays . i really care about what you think , what you do and what you feel .
i want you for myself . lol ! yes ! i am selfish and i am greedy .
i dont care ! XP



Friday, October 3, 2008 '
hello . lit and lang arts was . . . hmm , alright ? passable ? don't think i'll score anywhere near well but still . . 2 half papers down ! ( :

went to vivo with freda and company after lit paper . saw potato and long john . freda totally made a fool out of me , pulling me toward him but still . . .
hah ! i managed to stop myself from being pulled by placing my huge buttocks on the floor .
GRINS :D

hmm . they went to watch movie and i ended up being alone hungry , without lunch . lol ;
so i went to my grandma's hse to wait for potato to finish playing ball so that there was someone to accompany me home . lol ;
oh whatever . . . i have never done such stuff before .
i wonder what's becoming of me ?
lol ; waited from 2.40 to 5 then met him and took 963 .
hahs ; i liked the seat we were at cause it had a real good MIRROR ( :
our reflections were so clear ! GRINS :D
i kept trying to make my hair look better , but i ended up looking stupid . oh wells .
then i stared and stared into the reflections , haha XD

so what if i show my feelings ?
if there is a difference , maybe i would .
lol ; i cant ask for anything .


hehe . I WANNA WATCH PAINTED SKIN !
someone, anyone who reads this . please bring me ! i wanna watch that movie .
lols ;

MUG! zhenzhi has to mug ! :D

`your passport sized photo is HILARIOUS .
SMILES ( :



Thursday, October 2, 2008 '


RAHH ! zhenzhi has to get into the EXAM MUGGING MOOD !

ZHENZHI NEEDS MANY MANY THINGS ;

A HUG !
TO MUG !
A PHOTOGRAPHIC MEMORY !
TO HAVE MANY THINGS TO EAT !
TO HAVE ENOUGH SLEEP !
CARE AND CONCERN !
COMPANY !
TO HAVE AN IQ OF 200 !
FRIENDS !
FAMILY !
YOU YOU AND YOU !

I NEED LOTSA LUCK !



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