{♥}

Tuesday, September 30, 2008 '

LESSONS LESSONS LESSONS .
STUDY STUDY STUDY .
had phy remedial after sch , then went to vivo with sr , vic , freda and sw .
ate subway then walked around to find sr's and freda's bags .
then took 963 . was supposed to wait for mummy ? hahs .
then i was supposed to alight at the sch bus stop and take back to vivo but then stupid potato board the bus . lol .
sr say got fate and blah blah .then i was kinda persuaded to not alight . lol ; so i didnt lor.
he didnt wanna sit with me . oh wells . lol ; anyway thanks seow rong and vic ( :

hmm , seow rong CHEER UP KAYS !
victoria , drink more plain water !
:D smiles ( :

got scolded but im fine now . ( : i wanna buy the NUM hoodies ! heh .

Monday, September 29, 2008 '

hello .
THANK YOU KOR !
for sending me to school so early in the morning ! :D
LOVES KOR!

had a emo / fun day :

stupid tzz had to exclaim ____ . . idiotic lar. then make me so embarassed .

nvm him . during phy i was so EMO ! lol ; had a sore throat then was still eating cheezels and haribo sweets and strepsils . LOL! and jz and sj just likes eating strepsils for fun. in the end they cleared my sweets and strepsils . lols. dumb !
okay , back to emo-ing during phy .
well , i was emo-ing cause of some lame reason like scoring 12/30 for the phy mcq and not understanding how to do all of the qns . lol .
physics is CRAP lar .
and of course, the freaking weather contributed to my bad mood .
hahs , and i guess today is the first tim ei didnt eat during 2nd break casue i wasnt in the moood too . hahs . eunice and yat hei was exclaiming . lols;
YAY ? maybe i can jian fei while i have this emo mood ?

lol; then i chionged my chinese bao zhang bao dao at a very slow pace. hahs !
i finished the compo in 3 hrs ?
lol .

hmm . slept through the whole chinese lesson then went off to the bus stop to meet potato . lol .
you said you would accompany me back ; i smiled
then somehow saw a number of ppl . edward was funny .
lol, the feeling is undescribable
you asked me blog bout it arh . i also dunno . lol .
i like you to accompany me
anyway, cy said you were kinda walking in a less dao way and you said funny stuffs to them . LAUGHS OUT LOUD :D

hahs , so i crapped with cy lor .
lol ; though im not exactly close to her , still can talk lar . lol .
yes, victoria , im not close to her ! haha ( :

RAWR . i feel mean .

*acts blur . acts blur .
~ if i could, i would.
hahs, but i won't mind helping you . or maybe i want to help you ?

loves . ❤

SEOW RONG CHEER UP ! LOVES YOU ! :D FRIENDS WILL ALWAYS BE HERE FOR YOU DE ( : DONT BE TOO BOTHERED :]

Sunday, September 28, 2008 '

thank you .

i dont't know what is happening .
i really don't .
treating ppl nice .
isit good or bad ?
am i nice or am i a flirt ?
am i just soft-hearted ?
am i supposed to still talk to nicky or i shouldnt ?
am i giving him false hope ? guess so .
i should stop ?

how can i be myself when it's giving you a hard time ?
i kinda hate myself for being like that .
i wanted to reject the call , but i think he's pitiful . he is . . i feel bad for rejecting his call , since i was that one that caused such unhappiness.
i am always the one creating all these unhappiness . why ?
i really wanna know what's wrong with my character .
can you tell me what is wrong ?
can you tell me how to change ?
i try my best to not make ppl unhappy , but it's making everyone i care / around me unhappy ?
why ? ?
why is it so ?

i appreciate you loads. really , appreciate your care and concern . your love and protection .
in case you want to know, i love you.
i don't really show my feelings but , yea . i love you .
i'm sorry i can't show it . maybe i don't know how ?

i am sorry to make you confused .
im sorry i'm complicated . i dunno why . i don't even know what is happening .
i am really sorry .

sorry, i couldnt keep my promise . i tried .
because you told me to smile , i smiled despite how much i felt like crying .
im sorry, i tried.

i won't hate you. i think i never will .
thank you for telling me .
sorry . i don't want you to worry for me .
concentrate on your own stuff kays . don't get affected by me .
i am sorry for taking things too simply.

ZhenZhi loves you.

HELLO >.< you wanna know anything, just ask me. . please . i didn't know what to say, sorry.
i am INSENSITIVE , im sorry . hahs .
you know how i feel kays !

yes yes . stupid potato, like a wooden block . hmpf !
hahas.

i had a great afternoon with victoria studying at je lib ( : hahs . studied a little, but not alot bah . still i had a fun time ( :
ohmygod. how i miss the days when we were tgt everyday .
every afternoon we would be going out tgt or going h ome tgt without fail . we would always be together! RAWR ! i miss those great memories . hahs .

MISSES 2DESTINy'07 SO MUCH !

ZhenZhi has to mug!
ZhenZhi has to not be bothered that she isn't talking to you .
ZhenZhi has to ignore the fact the you are online .
ZhenZhi will IGNORE YOU!

Saturday, September 27, 2008 '

LOL ! ! all thanks to gaston , i talked to feei . i sounded stupid and ridiculous ! ! ! but then feei is super pretty lar!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

i am STUPID LAR!

haiz . . . i forgot everything i wanted to say . but nvm . . .

stuid potato doesnt wanna tell me anything. fine . LOL ;

i am HIGH!

Friday, September 26, 2008 '

and so you went off .
somehow , i felt a tinge of unhappiness . sadness .
isit just my mood today ? or isit cause of you .
i don't know .
i need a hug right now . a hug from anyone . i nice big and warm hug to make me feel better .
a shoulder for me lie cry on .

i told you i was emo . . . i don't know why .
mood - swings are norm for girls i suppose .

sad . . .

maybe , i do not take love as a big thing ? i don't know .
maybe i do ? but i just don't show .
i do love you . but yea . i am in no position and i am not supposed to do anything .
it's dumb that i am saying these stuff but i know i do . . .

lol . yea . i will have to STOP emo-ing . there's no one to help me out there .
night . i will stop and go sleep .

i don't mean to rebel . i am just sad . sorry

just when i said my mum was getting reasonable . . . . . . . .
I AM FREAKING PISSED WITH MY MOTHER !
SHE IS FREAKING IRRITATING !
WHAT THE HELL LAR !
DAMN . I WONDER WHY MY MUM HAS SO MUCH TIME TO SCOLD ME .
LIKE WASTING MY TIME LAR . DAMN IT!

I AM SO SO SO SORRY KOR!
SORRY SORRY SORRY ;

hmm , went to vivo to study today .
before that freda did some stupid things that made me wanna cry . damn idiot ! hmm, then went to vivo to study with vic, sr , freda , shao wei and gaston.
gaston was so so so stiff . lols.
sorry that you got teased and felt awkward.

rahh , and i was totally unglam today !
i knocked my freaking head on the bus window while losing my balance : ( OUCH! hurts like hell lar .
then i couldnt cut my long john chicken and freda had to cut it for me . so kiddy . lol ;
hmm . then when i went home i decided to take 963 .
lol; was rather dumb cos i had to take the bus, then the lrt then the train then walk to imm . dunno why i tooked 963 also . but nvm ( :
hmm . so i took the bus then took the lrt then took the train and walked . . . tired . .
then when i went to imm my dad said he would get me phone and a new plan .WOOTS!
i love my my PAPA! haha.
and my mum didnt scold me today she was perfectly understanding and nice though i was late . yay ! ! but in the end , there wasn't stock for the samsung OMNIA so didnt buy.
TOMORROW i'll have my new phone and i can spam msges! woots! :D

ohh. and i am scared of annies after what happened today .

SORRY sihua, for not eating with you during break . i was scared of annies . sorry .

Thursday, September 25, 2008 '

hello hello.
hmm, didnt do really well for the easiest physics test ever, but at least i passed ? lol; if im supposed to glad that i passed . .
yea, so i'm totally hopeless at maths . and physics . and chemistry . and chinese .
sad . . .
went home with sihua today ( :
lols! she kept saying i showed a really horny face cause i was licking a spoon during break . lol ! sihua, you are LAME XP
i promise I WILL LEARN that horny face and show it to you ! XP !!!

lol. gaston must have been really bad in sec one and two . told mrs khoo he missed her and she had a real big big reaction . lol.
me : " mrs khoo. gaston asked me to tell you that he misses you "
mrs khoo : " WHO ?!?! "
me: "gaston"
mrs khoo : " i don't believe you ! "
me: " you have to believe me, i'll show you the msg "
mrs khoo :" no. i don't believe"
me : "why you dont believe ?"
mrs khoo : " it's gaston eh . how can i believe "

and everything ended with mrs khoo telling rachel he had a nice voice. MUAHAHA! ( :

lol; annies dislikes me cause of potato ? ..

Wednesday, September 24, 2008 '

what's happening?

freda & roxanne . . . dunno what happen :(

i havent msged potato since 7.55 am
nvm . . .
i will get twilight and new moon!

.

i am troubled .
i hate whatever that is happening . i hate the exaggeration my mum loves doing .
i hate her jumping into conclusions .

troubled .

Tuesday, September 23, 2008 '

i was talking to nicky about SIHUA !
and i realised that ;

I LOVE SIHUA LOADS!
LOVES VICTORIA !
LOVES ROXANNE !
LOVES SEOW RONG !

whee. i miss them so so much ! i miss going to break with them and hanging out tgt everyday after school ! OHMYGOD! I MISS THEM SO SO SO SO SO MUCH !

hello hello .
yay! i like mr wong teck hee , mr ng hai guan , mr kelvin zong , ms chia kelly , mrs lee-teo lak tin , ms joanne ng [ mrs chow ] , ms tan siying .

hahs . all super duper nice teachers ! :D yay yay yay !
mr wong is so funny . i got him to tell me his birthday ! haha. ( :
and his daoughter's birthday . hahs .

okay . im kinda lame . .
so i went to study with vic and shao wei today . hahs ! had yummy pasta ( : and weird tasting clam chowder . hmm, then we went to mac to study . apparently potato was there ? but i didnt see him at all , though he saw me . crap.

then . . .i waited my mum for 40 min lar! crap lor .
lols . . sit there like an emo kid . : (

lol . . i srsly gotta start mugging bio . i just realised that i dont know so so so many things !
ohmygod! : ((
it's like not even 2 weeks left to eoys . and i haven't really started to revise : ( and i still have to memorise ' joy luck club ' RAWR! i hope the lit qns will be easy, if not im sure gonna die Die DIe DIE!

i need lots of luck !
wish me luck please !

Monday, September 22, 2008 '

173 messages in 2 days : (
have been messaging chen yu , potato , cheong keat and nicky and kor! SIAN !
from now on, i'll save my messages for kor, girls and potato .

*grins*
:D

i will NOT be fickle minded over such stuff .

I LIKE GANFEEIWEN!
not that i know her . in fact, i've never spoken to her .
but, i still like her! haha !
she is SO PRETTY ! i have a thing for pretty girls XD esp those with a cool and cute personailty . hahs ; but ... i don't know her . sadly .
LOLS! i sound weird . .

* * *
get over , you said i would .
if you want me to , i will try .
prove you wrong , I WILL .

i'm supposed to be studying / doing homework but who cares >.<

RAWR ! cheong keat is gonna say im dao again . . . don't care . .
damn. . . nicky is so damn scary lar .the more he gets emotional the more i feel irritated .
what's up with him . . .
rahh! :(

well, i'm sorry i am fickle minded ?
i'm sorry if . . .

haiz .

anyways there is NO CCA TMR ! YIPEE YAY !
i wanna go out! :D
it's been a long time since i've really gone out after school; i kinda miss going out with dumb family : (

misses dumb family.
misses you you and you . .

Sunday, September 21, 2008 '

i feel - protection .

WHAT THE HELL !
SUCH THINGS ARE TOO COMPLICATED FOR ME .

hello hello ;

it's 10.20 , a sunday morning . i can't believe a woke up so early to get on with my homework .
`1st i woke up at 7.20 am with a really bad flu .
`2nd i dozed off while listening to 98.7 FM .
`3rd i woke up gave a great sneeze and went out of my room to get tissue paper .
`4th chenyu msged me at 7.55am . WHOA, she wakes up real early .
`5th i replied and we msged on . . .
`6th i helped my mum find some photos .
`7th i went back to snuggle in my blankets and continue sneezing and blowing my nose . :X
`8th i listened to 98.7FM and read that chinese book . [ the book ROCKS ]
`9th i went to brush my teeth at 9.30 am .
`10th i msged a potato to wake up at 9.41 am .
`11th i started to continue with maths at 9.45 am .
`12th i gave up and started on a bio revision paper at 10 am .
`13th i chatted with jiale about seeing him at tekong . DOTS !
`14th i replied kor about what woke him up . STRESS! lols;
`15th i am at qns 28 of the mcq of the bio revision paper . and its 10.27 now .

hah! what an enriching morning! :D
i did so many things yea ?
and the couch potato hasnt woken up XP i am a mean lil dumb girl !
猪就是猪。江山易改本性难移。 muahaha! my chinese is good . but i dont know how to write those words . those came out of the com when i typed those in han yu pin yin , so i suppose they are right ?
oh yes, back to that chinese phrase . im using it to describe a pig ! once a pig, always a pig . ALWAYS LAZY! :D nonetheless, nice considerate and cute [:

Saturday, September 20, 2008 '

WHAT THE HELL !

if jealousy is why my reputation sucks so much , i would rather not be known in this world !
if having a boyfriend whom people like make them dislike / hate me ? what can i say ? it's he's prob that he is popular what . and it's not like i made him like me ? ? okay, i sound idiotic .

and if it's about my looks , if i am too ugly for anyone , i am sorry . i didn't mean to downgrade anyone .
why do my looks bother anyone anyway . : (

attention seeking ? i do not seek for attention ! at least not towards you people . the ppl whom i want attention from , will give me the attention i want without me having to seek for it .
jumping around and shouting ?
i admit i like jumping around . that's my personality . maybe , im too old for that now . i'll reflect about that and change .
shouting , i don't shout anyhow . i shout when i feel there is a need too , or when it is a natural reaction . i am sorry if there was any inconvenience caused . i didn't mean to disturb or attract any attention to myself . i will try my best to remain quiet.

yes, so i am sorry if i am attracting too much attention .
i dont want the attention!

okay . maybe , i should reflect .
yes, i'll do some self reflection .
but i do not do such things on purpose . and i can't help how i look or who likes me or not .

***
Chen Sihua , Tan Siew Hooi Victoria , Roxanne Zeng Xue , Pan Seow Rong , Alfreda Cheng Suan Suang , Eunice Siow Yee Ning , Leung Chi Kan .
I LOVE YOU ALL : )
and THANK YOU !

of course, there are more, but you all are my closest friends ( :

Tan Jun Wei Gaston, i don't think i wanna say that you're only my friend. hah. i don't know. but yea, i wanna thank you too. and i love you too, as a friend or .. :X i dont know .

Friday, September 19, 2008 '

i have a lot to say about you

you are a little pig .
you make me wanna care.
you are cute .
you make me sink deeper and deeper .
you are considerate .
you made me like you .
you have pictures where you look like mr potato .
you make me wanna love you :X
you are nice .
you're making me fall .
you are sweet .

you are fair .

you are short >.<

you are funny , a joker ?

you look dao .

you are rolly polly .

you are blur .

you have really good brain ; your memory rocks and you are smart .

you are damn damn entertaining .

you are naggy, but i don't mind [ in fact i enjoy you nagging ]

so , you're one rolly polly little fat fair short nice and considerate mr potato pig .
dots! i am LAME ( :

CONFUSING

whoa . there are 2 totally different sides to a story .
just like how the 3 little pigs can have so many different versions ;

i can just feel happy that ,
my friendships don't end up like that . yea, i hope they never will .
sorry for not being really empathatic, but i just feel rather fortunate and happy that my friends are TRUE and NICE [ at least i can trust them ]

woots, i love my friends .

i forgot what i wanted to post ; hahas!
i'll go talk :D

hahs, ~~i love and hate bitching~~ .
i am weird . .

i hate COMPLICATIONS!

today, my opinions of people changed . GREATLY ! people whom i thought were innocent and friendly turned out to be mean people and scammers . WTH ! how mean can people get : ( well , i am really really glad i am not close / do not know those people .

no offence to anyone if you know who/what i am talking about . i just feel really really shocked ! i ~~hate~~ dislike people like that . WHOA . i really cant imagine how looks can be so so decieving , and i don't know why people still believe them .

however , these people / matters are insignificant to me . ( :

just posting cause i feel sorry . . .

haha ( :
anyway , i had a really fun day !
heard funny things about mr potato -
about some pe lesson where mr potato 走光
haha! LAUGHS OUT LOUD! :D
woots. those girls were lucky uh .
XD haha ( :
FUNNY !

i have to start mugging !
i don't understand maths at all ! and there is a hell lot of things to study for chemistry and biology , not to say PHYSICS ! ><>
RAWR!

Wednesday, September 17, 2008 '

hahs! i had a very very fun day today . should have seen me easting at subway ! ohmygod lar! i looked like some total idiot . damn unglam . hahs . i kept eating and laughing then i dropped lots of bread crumbs and lettuce on the floor. then i droppped my serviette , being a kind soul , i picked it up, left it on the table . and then, the unglam me ate till i had lots of 'chipotle southwest ' all over my mouth. then, i used that serviette to wipe my mouth ! i can't believe i am so so so DUMB! rahh!
so so stupid. woots! today i have NO HOMEWORK! at last, a free day . ( : ( :
HAHS, eunice and jillian are so so funny! :D
had a fun time with them on the bus today ( :
yay! i love my friends XP and i don't emo ! :X
lol; i hope i don't. :D

heh.
it's not cause of anything. but i am feeling rather ' low ' and cold inside .
maybe someday i ' ll not believe about true friends anymore . nothing happened , i just feel this way . somehow , i just don't feel alright . nevermind :D
sleep , and i'll be alright .
yea, sleep early . i will, and i shall .

good night .

RAWR ! i am so pissed that i pressed the calculator buttons wrongly with my fat fingers and ended with an answer which is 100 N more! rahhh!! my fingers are too fat or what! .

:(( i have a feeling i will fail physics >.<

SAD ! ! !
today was rather fun!
i ate a lot a lot a lot .

yea. blah blah blah. and sw is damn idiotic !
stupid guy that doesnt keeps his hands off !
hmpf !

haha . . nothing much happened today , but i felt like changing my url so i decided to do so .
maybe i'll tell that mr potato piggy and victoria ? if they ask .

okay, and so he asked about this blog . lols . . .

okay. I AM FICKLE MINDED!

Sunday, September 14, 2008 '

hello hello. and so, i've been really really bored . . . it's just HOMEWORK everyday . for goodness sake ; give me a break ! okay , so i've done maths ws 10. lols . leonard was practically helping me with the whole ws except the first part of the first qns , and ... the answer for that part was given by yat hei .
so , i didn't do a single part by myself .

woots. i really have to thank leonard for his patience . heh . he started teaching me from like 7pm ? till 12am . hahs; what a patient teacher yeah ?
hehs; yea, so thanks leonard.

but TRIGO is srsly mad lar!
its so so so damn complicated.
it can link to every single thing! and there are so many 'best friends' ! some lame analogy by mr zong. DOTS..

SIGH . lack of sleep !

still i have not posted any of the pics. lols; oh wells.
forget bout the pics. i'll never post them i think. its so troublesome .

okay, boredom kills !!

i' m off - :D

so, im updating .
RAHH, shun xiang has booked into NS .
&. i am so gonna miss him !
rmb the times when we were younger .
LOL; i was a KID then .
we played lil cute games XP
and he taught me bio when i was in sec 1 .
hahs, the ultra good looking cousin of mine is in NS ! without hair ;P

heh, i am so so SLEEPY!
been sleeping at 2 everyday. and now, it's like 2.24
damn. zhenzhi is so TIRED!

but oh wells, im a goo dlil girl, so i've decided to blog. heh. XP

yea, so nicky is feeling sad these days : (
im used to consoling him . feel bad when he is sad .
hahs; i am a nice friend kays ( :
yepps, so i wanted to post some photos i took a long time ago.
; neos and cam whore pics.
hehs; but i am too tired!

okay, so today sent SX into tekong . haahs
there was a Qand A session and this man asked in chinese : " the buildings all dont have bi4 lei2 zhen1 ? veyr dangerous" LOLS! is he like dumb or what! !
anyways, im dozing off, so good night`
i will SMILE for the people that loves me ,
people, i wanna clear my reputation!

Monday, September 8, 2008 '

oh.
&.
THANKS PEOPLE FOR CARING ( :

loves kor, victoria, eunice and cai ling <3
thank you! ( :

i am so tired!

okay, hello.
it's 12.48am now and i have to wake up at 5.30 am tomorrow.

i am so so tired. i've been sitting in front of the com since .. ever ..
yea, damn damn tired.
wasted one whole day on 2 paragraphs of cid report and 2 tables which should have been done by rox.

ohhh. and freda is ..... HAIZ!

i've a good mind to not put her name in the report!
hmpf!!
well, the other grp members were busy too, i suppose.

and sihua is BACK!
YIPEE! she's helping me change the survey now (:
so sweet. she just landed a 1h 48min ago.
so sweet of her to help me now! :D

yay! zhenzhi LOVES sihua !
lols ; i sound so lesbian..
and vic ROCKS too! (:
she sent me her part of her report and helped me in many many things; like destressing and talking to me :D

yay! loves them so much ( :

lol; and so i've been rebelling against a rolly polly piggy as he says i've been.
hahas; so since its alrdy late, i should just blog right ( :
anyways, , my hair isnt dry . lols;

anyways, cheong keat was crapping ytd..
he was kinda driving me nuts.
lols. whatever. don't care bout him! :D

since all my grp members have gone to sleep, i don't have to stay up to chiong yea? lols .
okay pack my stuff and im off to sleep! :D

thanks sihua, victoria and rolly polly piggy ( :

good night

and piggy, you owe me 10 neoprints! :P

Saturday, September 6, 2008 '

hehs; THANKS KOR!
ilovekor :D

hmm; so i went to kbox today :D
with nicky then we sang sang sang.
was so freaking cold inside lar.
felt like i was freezing or something. lol;

yea, and so i realised nicky still very teng wo. LOL:
nvm. (:

yea;;; and then we took neos! whee :D
yay! it's the 3rd time im taking neos this hols;
with eunice, victoria and nicky.
hahs; havent scanned in yet.

hmm, i wanna go out with kor.
and i wanna go ice skate and take neos with that FAT piggy.

hehe; yea yea (:
reading that funny chinese book about a grandma

Friday, September 5, 2008 '

your sacrifice? alleviation to my troubles?

ohhh, if you say so...

haiz. i can't say anything, cause i can't promise anything.

maybe it's better?

maybe..

i set my mind thinking,
it's my heart that thinks.

<----- is wrong.
-----> is wrong too.
in the middle, ~~i am selfish.~~
everything seems so wrong .

maybe i should consider tt,
would you accept?
i suppose not...

i can't say that i don't love you.
i can't deny that ily.
but, i can't tell you i do.

i don't wanna hurt anyone, esp you.i want to talk to you; like before ytd. i wanna laugh, and tease you. i wanna call you piggy.a FAT lil pig. i can't anymore, ;weird....i want you to reply; but i can't say tt. so i tell you not to if you have nth to say; which yea,you didnt. sad; but can i ? i can't ask. for anything whatsoever.

i hate myself now.
i seldom feel like breaking down like that.
i don't know if you're faking it or you truly feel happy but the happy emoticons are srsly making me feel really really cold inside.
i can't express myself. i can't say how i feel.
i don't wanna be in this.
i just want to purely like someone.
why can't i.
everytime i try, i hurt someone.
~~a bloody slut.~~
yea, i guess that's what i am.

put myself in your shoes.
i dont wanna be like this.
i wanna tell you that i really love you.
but there's this string pulling me away?
this person stopping me when i feel myself falling into bottomless pit.
there's always a reminder; that if i do anything, i'll hurt someone.
yea, i've hurt many.
gotten a horrid reputation.
now that i wanna remain neutral; i can't.
i find myself, being a really selfish person.
being someone who i hate.
being someone tt hurts everyone.
i can't handle these things.
but im alrdy in it.
i can't just say " i dunno, i can't handle such stuff " and forget about it.
i can't.
& dunno is the worst answer ever. when i don't mean it maybe it's kinda good.
but, i hate it now. it's making me irresponsible.
i just keep saying dont know. i can't think .
can't express anything.

thinks...

~~im an irresponsible, selfish b-i-t-c-h tt is not worthy of anyone's feelings.~~
i guess i am . . . . .

i don't wanna be like this/

Monday, September 1, 2008 '

hello!
the CO concert is over :) smiles,, but im sad tt its over too.
another 2 yrs ...
hehs; but still it was a success i guess.
anyways, i looked like an alien with a monkey backside face.
LOLS :D
shall post photos!