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Tuesday, August 12, 2008 '

ineedmoretime.

why does he still affect me?
what's with me?
well, he likes minni.
why does it affect me?
i dont know. lol.
well, i think i've taken him for granted.
thinking that he'll always be here for me.
lol, im trying to accept the fact that he'll not.
and that minni is the only one tt's impt to him now.
he kinda told her everything.
haiz......
well, and he won't ever know how i feel.
he says he doesn't hate me.
so, that means that there will be no more feelings.
cause` only loving will make one hate.
yea, i know i care.
but why? i've been talking very spitefully.
admit it, im just irritated, pissed and jealous?
lols! whatever. im gonna get over him.
but why must it be minni?
haiz. can't it be someone i like?
well, it's his choice. can't control.

hopes you will come online.
at least talking to you will make me happy.
lols.
i feel like a bloody slut.
;(((

i am SAD.
SAD
SAD
SAD.
cries :'(
so many things have happened.
guess you're studying for common tests.

i feel lonely. and you don't actually seem to care.
lols.
but should you?

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