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Sunday, September 28, 2008 '

thank you .

i dont't know what is happening .
i really don't .
treating ppl nice .
isit good or bad ?
am i nice or am i a flirt ?
am i just soft-hearted ?
am i supposed to still talk to nicky or i shouldnt ?
am i giving him false hope ? guess so .
i should stop ?

how can i be myself when it's giving you a hard time ?
i kinda hate myself for being like that .
i wanted to reject the call , but i think he's pitiful . he is . . i feel bad for rejecting his call , since i was that one that caused such unhappiness.
i am always the one creating all these unhappiness . why ?
i really wanna know what's wrong with my character .
can you tell me what is wrong ?
can you tell me how to change ?
i try my best to not make ppl unhappy , but it's making everyone i care / around me unhappy ?
why ? ?
why is it so ?

i appreciate you loads. really , appreciate your care and concern . your love and protection .
in case you want to know, i love you.
i don't really show my feelings but , yea . i love you .
i'm sorry i can't show it . maybe i don't know how ?

i am sorry to make you confused .
im sorry i'm complicated . i dunno why . i don't even know what is happening .
i am really sorry .

sorry, i couldnt keep my promise . i tried .
because you told me to smile , i smiled despite how much i felt like crying .
im sorry, i tried.

i won't hate you. i think i never will .
thank you for telling me .
sorry . i don't want you to worry for me .
concentrate on your own stuff kays . don't get affected by me .
i am sorry for taking things too simply.

ZhenZhi loves you.

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